go with the flow

Chapter 68

                  Maddies POV

I get home from that long plane ride and sit down I cry into my hands.

When I look at my phone it says one missed call. 

from ken.

I call her back.

" Hello" I say.

" Maddie" She cries.

                   Zayns POV

I cry until I hear.

" Maddie" from ken.

I run downstairs and watch her talk.

" Please"

" Maddie"

" He was stupid" that was when the tears came back.

" Maddie I plea..." she looks at heher phone.

She throws it.

" Fuck" she yells.

Liam hugs her as she cries. Niall looks at me as everyone cries. And i think to myself what have I become.

I look down and go upstairs and pack Jerseys bag then mine. I bring them downstairs and pick Jersey up.

" Where are you going" I say.

" Wait for us" Niall says and grabs Chloes hand and brings her upstairs.

When everyone comes back with everything packed I tie Jersey in her seat then I think....

Tomorrows Jerseys birthday... may 28th.

" We will get back tomorrow for Jerseys birthday" I say.

I start driving the rental car to the airport ya we were.going to take a real plane home just to try.

I get to the airport and get on the plane it was peiceful. But I fucking stupid and let Maddie go. A long couple hours later we get there I get a taxi and hurry home.

When we reach in the door I go to open it but Ken barges in.

" Maddie" She yells

Shes not here.....

Wait the backyard.

I quickly run but shes not there. I run back inside and go upstairs and search everywhere. nothing....

                 Maddies POV

I am at the mall now getting some stuff for me and next i have to go to the grocery store I bet my eyes are still red and puffy but I could care less.

When I reach the grocery store I take out my phone.

18 missed calls from Zayn♥

I ignore them because clearly he doesn't want me.

When I finish getting food I think its 1pm here tomorrows Jerseys birthday may 28th....

I pay for my stuff and quickly head back to the mall for a present I grab a doll and a card and a bag then left. On my way home I stop my car I cant take this shit anymore.

I take a deep breathe and keep driving when I reach my house I grab my key and stick it in when I walk in I drop my bags my mouth is wide open. I look at each one of them.

Niall, Louis, Ken, Chloe, Angela, Harry, Jersey and Zayn.

I look one more time before running out but I know Niall is behind me I try to get in my car but Niall grabs me and carries me in.

" Niall" I yell.

" Maddie" he mocks.

He puts me down on the couch. Jersey runs to me and sits with me.

I look up and Ken walks up to me.

" What were you thinking" She yells.

I look at Zayn, hes not looking at anyone. He goes upstairs and I jump when I hear a crash. I shrug my shoulders telling ken I dont know.

I look down.....

" Talk to me" Ken cries.

I shake my head saying no as a tear goes down my cheek.

" Please" She whispers

I nod slowly.

I breathe.

" Why did I leave...? well I left because Zayn told me to because he didnt want me" I say.

" No he does want you Maddie thats who brought us back here" Ken says.

" So he just made me leave for no reason" I say.

" I guess" Ken says.

I get up and walk upstairs and walk to oir door.

I knock.

" Come in" he says.

I walk in and hes in the bathroom glass shaderd and now hes sitting on the glass I look down.

" Maddie" I stop him.

" You bleeding let me wash it" I say and he sits down on the bed.

I go grab a cloth careful not to cut myself with glass. I wet it and walk towards Zayn the class hit him in the head and he punched it so his knuckles. I lift his knuckles up and wash them.

When I finish that I start for his head he grabs my waist and brings me on the bed so hes over me.

" Zayn" I look away.

" Maddie hear me out, I love you I was so stupid for letting you go" Zayn tells me.

He leans in and kisses me.

" No your not you wouldnt have waited almost a day to get me back" I say trying to get up.

I cant.

" Maddie please I was pissed" he says.

" Clearly" I say.

He kisses me again, I cant help but let him kiss me I love him so much but I let him off to easily.

I get up and start walking.

" It was your fault you were with jake" he says.

" James" I correct him.

" I know im joking" he smirks. which made me smirk.

I go beside  him and fall asleep. 

When I wake up I get out of Zayns arms, I put my hair in a bun and walk downstairs, everyone's sleeping I go upstairs get changed and leave.