go with the flow

Chapter 31

                   Zayns POV

" Maddie?" I ask worried.

She doesnt answer.

" Maddie!" I say a little louder.

" Im not in the mood Zayn" maddie leaves.  I grab her wrist.

                  Maddies POV

I walk away from Zayn and he grabs my wrist hard.

" ouch" I whince. Zayns eyes go wide

I pull away, he lets go and I fall and hit the bowl with glass cups im it one cuts my head.  I hold in my cry as I walk to the bus I can hear Zayn behind me.

" Maddie your head" Zayn yells I ignore him.

I feel my head and whince I look at my hand and almost pass out. I walk on the bus and when I walk on everyone's eyes go wide. Zayn walks in I fall I lost blood to much blood.

I wake up still on the bus.

" Mornig love" Lou says.

I sit up and see everyone around me. Zayn looks scared. STILL PISSED AT HIM.....

I smile and lay back down.

" Can I stay on the bus at the concert" I ask they all nod.

I lay back down and sleep. When I wake up there back.

" concerts done" Harry says.

" Did I actually sleep for that long" I chuckle

" yeah" ken yawns going to bed night" she walks away liam stands up and runs to her.

Everyone goes to bed I lay on the couch Zayn hasnt said one word to me. I go in kitchen and go on my phone. My mom's picture goes on my screen I look at her facebook pictures a tear lands on my screem. I need to be with her.

                      Zayns POV

Why cant I sleep uhg im restless. I walk to the kitchen and quickly step behind the wall and watch her. She starts to cry, she stands up and grabs somethig out of the drawer. A KNIFE WHAT THE FUCK.

she cries harder and puts the knife to her neck.  Panick rushes over me and i grab the knife and she tries to grab it.

" Give it to me" she yells at me.

" No" I feel tears coming.

She turns around to find another knife she finds one.

" MADDIE" Chloe yells.

" Stop" niall yells.

I grab the knife she goes for it I stop her. She falls to her knees and cries.

" GIVE IT TO ME " She cries.

" STOP" Ken screams and grabs Maddie.

" Stop the bus" El yells.

The bus stops and the girls take Maddie out of the bus.

I stand there and run my fingers through my quiff and sit down my hands rest on my face. I cry.

" Man she will be alright" harry pats my shoulder.

" no no she won't she hates me" I get up and walk outside.

" Can I talk to her alone" I say. they nod and go in the bus.

" What the hell was that" I look in her eyes.

" I dont wanna be here I wanna be with my mom, I mean I wanna be with you but my mom to" she says. Tears rushig down her face.

" Just stay with me I dont know what I would do without you babe" I start to cry.

Pathetic.

" I love you" I say.

She looks up at me.

" I love you" she says back.

I lean in to kiss her when someone I dony wanna see comes.

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