go with the flow

Chapter 49

                     Zayns POV

I wake up and look over to see Jersey standing in her crib. I get up to bring her downstairs to feed her.

" Jersey love you shit yourself" I say.

" We need to get you potty trained" I laugh.

" She is only one" I hear Maddie.

I turn around Maddie is smiling, I finish changing Jersey and put her in her seat.

I walk to to Maddie and pick her up she wraps her legs around my waist. She grabs my neck and kisses me.

" I love you" I say.

" I love you" Maddie replies.

" Maddie" I put her down.

" yea" She says.

" Why were you crying last night" I ask.

" Oh uh no reason I just I miss my mom" she says and walks away. I grab her and bring her to my chest.

" Maddie I know your lying" I say.

Maddie looks up at me. She digs in her pj pockets and pulls out an envelope.  She walks in the kitchen crying. I open the envelope and read it.

When I finish reading it my eyes are wide. Why did she find out this late. She is probably crushed. in go in the kitchen Maddie is feeding Jersey.  I grab the food and put it down. I grab maddie and hug her tight she sobs into my chest. But the moment was ruined when the door slammed open everyone comes in.

Maddie quickly gets off me and wipes her tears.

" Hey mads" They all yell and hug her.

" Hey" she smiles.

" Zayn" they say and walk away I shrug my shoulders.

" We have to make our album today" Harry says.

Before anyone could say anything Maddies phone rings she goes upstairs. After what seems like forever she comes down crying.

" Maddie" I stand up.

" I have bad news" she says. I look at her she looks at me then looks away.

" what" harry says.

" Me and the girls..." She starts crying again.

" What" I panick.

" We cant go on tour with you guys and we have to break up" she sobs.

" What no" I scream.

"im sorry" she says.

My heart drops, I start crying I go over to her glass table and flip it over.  it smashes.

" ZAYN" maddies screams. I go to my knees and cry.

Maddie grabs Jersey and runs out of the house. I follow her she goes on the grass and cries.

" I never wanted this to happen"  Maddie cries.

" im not going if I cant be with you " I sit next to her.

" and make your fans disappointed. Zayn I promise you that I wont move on as soon you come back I promise we will be together again" Maddie has tears runing down her face.

" But Maddie I-" she cuts me off with a kiss.

" Please" She says.

I nod and Jersey walks back inside with me and Maddie. When we walk in eveeyone is sobbing.

" I cant leave her" Harry points to Gemma. All the guys nod I look down.

" We will see eachother I promise" Maddie says.

Maddie turns to me.

" I will never move on niether will the boys I will wait for you"  I say the boys nod.

Maddie smiles then cries.

" You better go pack your leaving in an hour" Maddie tells us the other boys leave the girls stay on the couch. Maddie and I go upstairs.

" ill miss you" She says while I pack.

" Maddie stop please we will see eachother again" I say.

She nods, I finish packing and bring it downstairs. All the boys come back and say goodbye to there girl friends.

" Maddie ill miss you" Harry says.

" Mads your like my sister" liam says.

" Mads your my best friend forever" lou says.

" Mads im gonna miss ya so much" niall says.

They each give maddie a huge hug and go to there girl friends to hug them till paul gets here.

" Maddie, I will always love you I will never ever find someone as great as you I will be back and when I do we will start over again I love you so much" I hug maddie and kiss her this kiss was more of a long make out.

" Jersey, my baby girl my princess I will always love you by the time I get back you will be 4 I love you baby girl " I pick her up and hug her.

Jersey hugged me back.

We hear a honk and I hug maddie and jersey once more before leaving.

I get in the car and i ignore Paul. When the house disapears I sob.

                   Maddies POV

I loved Zayn and I cant believe this is happening I cant wait 2 years for him. The girls and I sob watch movies and wat ice cream all day.  I get a text.

* Baby :'(* -Zayn.

* I will never move on either* - Maddie.

* I love you baby*- Zayn

* I love you babe* I text I cry harder.

( THERE WILL BE A SECOND BOOK WHEN THIS BOOK IS DONE ILL BE GOING UP TO 80 CHAPTERS )