I feel like I was born again. Ganito pala ang pakiramdam. All my life, I was living in a lie. Feeling ko tuloy, malaking parte ng pagkatao ko ang nawala. Pakiramdam ko, hindi ko na kilala ang sarili ko.
"Hindi ka mamamatay." Napalingon ako only to see the same guy. Just like on my dream. I knew it was real.
"It's you." He chuckled.
"Kahapon ka pa. What's with me at "it's you" ka ng "it's you"?" Inirapan ko sya and without any second thought, tinawid ko ang balcony namin.
"What the hell?! Don't do that again, Meandra!" Is it just me o talagang nag-alala sya sa ginawa ko? Whatever it is, it doesn't matter.
"How will you know na hindi ako mamamatay? Sa taas nito, siguradong mamamatay ako." I said, copying what I said in my dream.
He smirked and walked toward me. Ipinatong nya ang dalawang kamay nya sa railings, cornering me.
"Don't you dare, Meandra. Don't you even think about it." To my dismay, iba ang isinagot nya.
I was about to ask how did he know my name when he did the most unexpected thing I could think of. He kissed me. I know I should be pushing him right now pero parang may sariling isip ang katawan ko.
I am kissing him back. Our kisses got deeper and last time I checked, we were at the balcony and now we're at his room, at his bed specifically.
His kisses went down, from my lips down to my neck and to my breast. I can't help but to moan his name because of the pleasure he's giving me. He went up to face me again. I feel like I was drowning when he's looking at me like this.
"You sure you want to do this?" He asked but instead of answering him, I pulled him for a kiss. Siguro naman alam na nya ang sagot.
I don't know what I'm feeling for this guy. I like him, yes but I don't love him. Not yet. Kaya nga hindi ko alam kung bakit pumayag ako na may mangyari.
Yes, may nangyari dahil masakit ang katawan ko pero ang ipinagtataka ko, bakit paggising ko ay nandito na ako sa unit ko at may damit? And where's Damian?
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Rebel Angel (COMPLETED)
FantasyI don't believe in fantasy. I grew up being realistic. But then he came, making me question if what happened was true or maybe, I was just living in a fantasy.