Closing In (Wolfblood Fanfic)

(Maddys POV)

three whole months. I don't think I can stand been here anymore. I hate been wild. I'm really dirty and me clothes are ripped. I long to have the luxuries of been tame again. I mean yeah, full moons are epic out here but, I can't stand been on the run, hiding from humans. sometimes I wonder, is it really possible to stay hidden away.

"Maddy!" Jana shouted from behind me. I jumped forwards and spun around, startled by her sudden yell.

"alright, I'm only here!" I replied, trying not to sound too cocky towards the leader of the pack.

"sorry" she replied in a slightly softer tone of voice "you have company" Jana told my while stepping to the side. There standing in the distance was a face missed seeing.

"Rhydian!" I shouted excitedly. I began to run towards him as fast as I could. I was so happy I could finally see him again. before long the distance between us had closed in and I leaped onto him, holding on so tightly as if I would never let go again. Rhydian caught me in he's arm, holding on to me like I was something special he didn't want to break. suddenly I felt a sensation on my neck. not unpleasant but warm and soft. it was Rhydian letting out small breaths on my neck. I all of a sudden froze and stayed so still not wanting to scare him away. "I missed you" I whispered into his ear. Sudenly I felt a warm breath of air in my ear. one that I had no intentions of escaping. I heard Rhydians faint voice in my ear, so quiet like an owl on the hunt, however, with my heightened senses I could just make out what he was saying.

"I missed you too". I lifted my head away from his shoulders so I could once again look into his bright blue eyes, and there, we gazed into each others eyes for what seemed like a life time. right there. that time and place. it was perfect.

suddenly I was knocked back into reality by as sudden gust of cold wind that seemed to take my breath away. my eyes began to fill tears that blurred my eyesight until I couldn't see anything. Blinded by tears. Blinded by hatred for the world around me. when will this pain stop. I wondered to myself. I blinked my eyes once and I could feel the warmth of my tears as they rolled down my cheeks, until they eventually got to my chin and dropped onto my leg. I tilted my head to face where my tear had fallen when my few tears turned into a sob. a sob that drew attention to me, clear when i looked up to see Jana stood over me.

"Maddy?" she said in a concerned tone of voice. "Maddy, what's wrong?" I quickly looked back down and wiped away my tears with my torn sleeve. I took a deep breath in and out before speaking.

"what? I'm fine" I told her, my voice clearly not convincing enough. my whole body was shaking, maybe because of the cold autumn breeze. maybe because I missed Rhydian too much. maybe even because I was too scared of Jana finding out about me and Rhydian dating. She can never find out. only god knows what she'll do if she ever did.

"come on Maddy, you can tell me anything. I'm the leader of the pack and pack members will never survive if they keep secrets amongst themselves" Jana crouched down beside me. it was as if she was needy, and had to know everything. she was always sniffing around in my business.

"look, I said I'm fine,okay?" I snapped. "why do you always have to get involved for? its none of your business so just drop it yeah? or better yet, keep your muzzle out of my business!" I quickly stood up followed by a scared looking Jana. I grunted off in a strop. even now I couldn't stand Jana. especially now that she is the leader of the pack. I was so used to been the alpha until we had to move here. stupid doctor whitewood. stupid liam. stupid humans. I thought to myself as I began to run through the forest, dodging the trees and taking in the fresh scent of fallen autumn leaves. I looked around me, the colours were beautiful. gold, red, brown. it was perfect. I could feel the wolf pumping through my veins as I ran faster and faster. I kept it in until I simply couldn't control it anymore. I let my eyes turn a golden yellow colour and I could feel my insides begin to tense. I closed my eyes and continued to run. I took in a deep breath and suddenly I could smell everything. the pack I had left Behind. the leaves.ever car fumes from the road at the other side of the forest. I opened my eyes again and nothing was in colour anymore. it was all different shades of grey. I slowed my run down into a steady pace walk, taking in my surroundings. I could feel the harsh wind blowing through my fur. I could feel everything around me. I could feel the earth underneath me. I felt...wild.

suddenly I felt a sharp stabbing pain in my hip. I fell to the ground on my side, unable to get back up. my eyesight began to go blurry but I wasn't crying. I began to feel sleepy. very sleepy.

"Maddy!" I heard a familiar voice call. but my eyes were primed shut and I couldn't open them. then, everything went black.