Tylers POV

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I wake up to a loud knock on my door. "I'm awake!" I shout as I get up and open my curtain, blinded by the sun. I sigh loudly and walk over to my ensuite getting undressed and starting the shower. The water stings my arm, but I try to ignore it. I carefully wash my hair and wince every once and a while when I get soap on my wrist.

I get out and dry myself off. I look in the mirror, ashamed with the tiny red lines on my wrist. I was so good! A month clean to be exact, I don't know what happened, I just lost control, he was too loud that night. I call him "blurryface" he's the one that tells me to do this. I try to fight him but he just keeps getting louder.

(Saddest part over for now, I struggled to write this honestly)

I get changed into my favorite black skinny jeans and a gray and black striped long sleeve shirt. I'm glad it's winter so no one asks questions.

I pack my bag and grab my phone. Running down the stairs, I trip over my feet but I don't fall, luckily. I grab an apple and sit on the breakfast bar.

My mum sits next to me and drinks her coffee. "Ready for your first day of a new school Tyler? I heard a few other boys in your grade are starting too" She says happily. "Yeah, I guess." I say quietly. She's used to it by now so she nods. "Better get going, don't want to be late. Love you" she says as she kisses my forehead and walks out the door. I follow about ten minutes later and start walking to school.

*school entry*

I walk into the school and find my way into the office. A nice lady with dark brown hair, hands me a timetable "don't worry, we told your teachers about your anxiety. A teacher will come get you soon" she says sweetly and I give her a small smile. I sit down and wait for  someone to take me to my first class, my hands are shaking so I fiddle with my fingers. About five minutes pass and I hear the door open. I look up to see a boy with jet black hair that rests just at his shoulders, he has a black suit on with a red tie and black eyeliner on. He walks in and goes to the front desk "Um, Hi. I'm new" he says shyly. The lady nods and passes him a timetable "go sit with that boy, a teacher will take you to your class soon" she says and points over to me. I don't look up but I pick at the skin around my fingertips.

The boy sits next to me "Hey, I'm Gerard way. What's your name?" He asks. I look up at him, somthing in his eyes shows me that I can trust him. I'm weird like that, just looking at someone's eyes I can tell if I should trust them or not. I snap our of my day dream and smile at Gerard. "Um, I-I'm Tyler Joseph" I say, still shaking from my anxiety.

He smiles "Nice to meet you Tyler" he pauses "Are you okay?" He says concerned. I sigh "yeah, just nervous. Arn't you?" I say. He shakes his head "nah, my brother goes here so I know I few people. You should hang out with us, they are really nice" he says smiling. I smile back, "Yeah,  that would be nice, thank you" I say. I suddenly fall silent as a teacher walks in and points at me, my heart starts to beat faster as I feel a panic attack coming, Gerard notices and puts his hand on my shoulder, "you'll be fine. Meet me at the bathrooms at lunch, k?" He says and I nod. I looking up to the teacher who's smiling "come with me Tyler" she says and I pick up my bag. "You have English first, this way" she says and shows me the classroom.

*just before the bell goes for lunch*

"Alright class start packing up" Mr Lester says. The bell goes and the class rushes out, I stand there for a while, unsure where to go. I feel a hand on my shoulder and I jump "Sorry, Mr Joseph. Do you know where to go?" Mr Lester says, his bright blue eyes stand out from his jet black hair. I shake my head "Um, where i-is the bathroom?" I ask. He nods and shows me the way.

A/N
So, I'm not sure where exactly I'm going with this tbh.

Pinof 8 tomorrow!!!!!

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