Bullied By Skymedia

Chapter 18

I think my stories are pretty boring. What do you guys think? Also WARNING ⚠️ triggering phrases in this chapter.

I got home and I was still really devastated. I knew this was going to be a bad idea but checked Instagram. There was multiple DMs from people I didn't know. I was included in a group chat with Skymedia, Jess, Ashley, Shelby, and some people I didn't know. One of the people I didn't know sent a pic of Ross and I in the hallway with the words, "she is a slut," attached to it. I wanted to break down an cry. The same person asked what everyone thought. Jess was the first to respond, "she is not just stop saying that, she was drunk, she couldn't control her actions." Thank you Jess. Then it was Ashley and so on.
Ashleymariegaming: yeah she could've save some for the rest of us tho
mithxanmax: she is a slut but it was great sex at the party
Redvacktor: no she is not.
Skydoesthings: wow Red choose a side. I vote she is one
Redvacktor: shut up man don't you see she is on this convo?
thatguybarney: yah shes is ones
Yourpalross: she is just trying to keep her image on popularity
Now I was bawling. I'm glad Red and Jess are on my side.
(Your insta): go ahead call me a slut, I won't be able to hear it anymore until after tomorrow.
I hesitated before sending. I wondered myself on what I meant. I'm thinking of suicide. Why? I couldn't control myself from going to my bathroom. My razor just say there, staring at me from my own shower. I grabbed it and tore the blade part off. The blade reach my wrist, just centimeters from it. My mind was racing. I was thinking about everything and nothing at the same time. I took a swipe. It felt... good. I could hear my mom yelling my name from downstairs. Another swipe, it felt great. I got in another swipe before I could hear her come upstairs. I washed it all off and held my wrist so it wouldn't bleed. She came in the bathroom and looked at me weirdly. "You okay?" She asked. I'm sure my eyes were still puffy and red. "Yeah." I answer, quietly. "Well, dinner is ready. We're having pork chops." She smiled at me and left. My cuts weren't deep enough to bleed a lot but will definitely leave a scar. I sat in the bathroom for a few minutes then headed downstairs.

Holy shitballs, 19k views and I'm not even finished. Thank you guys so much for reading. Shout out to TheDankGuardian for helping me with the cut scenes. Please go check out his book, Alone, I think it's really good even though I have a short attention span and didn't read all of it.