Bullied By Skymedia

Chapter 17

"What? What do you mean you're not mad?" I whine. "I knew you were drunk I was just so pissed off at the whole party itself and you were getting all the guys. I was talking to Red and then you stole him from me and then..." she sighed out and made me sigh out too. "Yeah and I'm sorry about that. And I regret absolutely everything I did." She smiled at me and and I started sobbing again. "It's completely fine I understand but I have to get back to class before they think I'm ditching again." I wipe my tears and head over to the sink to wash my face out. "Wait, one, I've only known you for a week but I love you as a friend and two, Ross made out with me in the hall. I couldn't pull away and now I look more like a slut than before." She started hugging but quickly stopped. "Yeah it's all over snapchat." She gives me a half smile and leaves. I'm not going back to class. I'm sitting and waiting here for the bell to ring.

30 minutes later

I fell asleep and the bell acted as an alarm. I got up and looked at my face. Good, no one came in and wrote things on me. I checked around my arms. Nothing. I walked out and stuck to the wall with my head down. No one noticing or calling me out. Maybe I'll make it out alive. Alive. What if wasn't alive. No, what am I'm thinking. I haven't thought stuff like that in years. I think I just need a glass of water. Maybe some bleach. What is going on? I can't stop thinking of ways to kill myself. Why?

Sorry this was short and I'm going to have a friend help me with the next chapter. It's going to  get depressing so please don't read if your going to be easily triggered by that kind of stuff. And I'm not making a joke out or trigger because this is actually really serious. My friend has had a little bit more experience than me so the writing will be a little more different but don't be alarm I'll be here in the chapter after that. This is a warning and I will give you another one but don't say I didn't warn you.