Chapter 1: Mental

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"And that's legit what happened!" I sang, joyed that I had finally finished my unnecessarily repeated story to the lovely groomed doctor held tightly by a fair, white coat. He sighed and massaged his temples.

"Please, quit messing around. You're wasting both of our times," Dr. Wan said, gripping his crippling clipboard that had scratches scattered on it.

"That's best for me anyways! I'm gonna be here for a hell of a long time~" I explained to the Doc, dancing around a lightly lit room I'm supposed to call home. Might as well make others miserable with me.

The Doc sighed once again and headed to the door. Midway through exiting my room, he glanced back at me but quickly returned to looking outside of my room. "We'll... continue this tomorrow."

"You already have your answers.. I don't understand why you don't believe me-"

Creeaaaaak.. went the pearly white door as he left, ignoring my parting sentences.

How.. f u c k i n g rude. The story was true, but it was simply.. adjusted to cut out some parts. If you thought about it, you would know why I don't, or even better, can't, explain the rest...bitch. Whatever, I can't even remember what happened after or before that anyways.

"Tsk.." was all I could sputter out as I try to hold back my inner thoughts. I glanced around my room, hoping to find some sort of salvation in this shithole of a place. The only things that stood out were the torn up sheets and my open window. Not the most interesting things, but they were definitely things I always relied on. The sheets that cover the bed that help me achieve a piece of mind at my worst times. The window that often showed interesting people within the courtyard.

Suddenly interested while staring blankly at my open window, I slowly waddle over to it and lean over.

"Ah.. it's the precious gardener," I mutter, getting lost in my thoughts. She's so... innocent..

Not. I smirk, gathering all of my known information about the slut.

She backstabbed her "best friend" to get to her position.

She sucked off a security guard so that she wouldn't get in trouble for staying up so late.

She seduced our cafeteria chef so she could get extra mashed potatoes on Tuesdays. Haha, kidding. It wasn't only on Tuesdays. It was mainly everyday of the week.

She even fucking did it with the prime minister and jacked some of his pocket money to make it her own.

Amid my thoughts, many others greeted her with hidden intentions. They all think she's so innocent, yet she gladly sucks them off just for benefits. Fucking others for pleasure, I couldn't give two shits. But, she fucks them to upgrade her situation, which pisses me off. Knowing I should just brush it off since it didn't concern or affect me in any way, I just felt the need to be mad at someone at the moment. Bad habit, I know, me.

A slight knock interrupted me, brightening up my sudden down mood, kinda.

"Come in~" I sing at the door, wiping my smirk off and replacing it with a "genuine" smile. I can't even talk shit about someone else anyways, I'm a fake ass bitch in the first place.

The mysterious figure entered my room, overwriting its previous scent of flowers with a strong flare of Axe. Way too much, fuckboy. The hell are you trying to cover up, the fact that you have a high ass ego? Sorry mate, can't cover that up, it's too obvious and fake.

"Hey. Just wanted to remind you that it was "campus beautification" today in a few minutes. You've gotta attend, but you can't be late. Heard the chefs are giving extra to those who aren't late," he said, leaning against my far wall next to the doorway.

"Yeah, okay. Though, where's The Doc? He's usually the one giving me these reminders."

Something within him triggers, as he scoffs, mouth widening into a sick smile. "He's off fucking the gardener. Again."

"She's even got The Doc? The hell-" I stop myself midway, realizing that I had spoken my thoughts aloud.

"You know?" He questioned me, changing his sick expression with an interested one.

"You know?" I ask back, surprised that someone else had caught on.

"I'm crazy, not dumb. Don't confuse the two, m'lady."

"I didn't. I'm just.. surprised that someone was as sharp is all. You know what she's done?" Shit, didn't mean to reveal to him what I know.

"'Course. Judging people and learning about them is the only interesting thing to do here."

Damn, why do we agree on so much? Ugh. Hard work. "W-well, it's not very good to judge people is all. Y-you should leave. And never come back?" I suggest to him, not sounding very confident.

"Though, we're the same. You can't deny that. You judged me right when I walked in."

"You.. you can't prove that." Right?

"Of course I can. I don't claim things I can't prove, that goes against what I do. Your nose twitched, and your face turned dark for a quick second right as I walked in. I, of course, caught that. You're irritated by my overuse of Axe and most likely roasted me, correct? Drop the good girl act, I won't tell." The man predicted, in which he got every single thing correct.

Shocked, all I could do was stay still and silent. I sighed, getting frustrated with the man. "Can.. you just go?"

"I will, soon. I respect a lady's wishes, but I still have a few questions."

"Can this continue later? Your dumb ass Axe cologne is pissing me off," I snapped at him, showing my irritation and revealing a part of my personality that should've never come out.

"Ah, it's your true self. I am honored to meet you, true Jin." He coughed, then continued with his point. "So, you're saying that we can continue once I've lessened-"

"Eliminated." I interrupted. True Jin? That's dumb as hell. I shook my head slightly, brushing it off.

"-eliminated the Axe?"

"... I suppose. You better not waste my time."

"I thought you would like your time being wasted. After all, you said you were going to 'be here for a hell of a long time'."

"Sooo.. you're not only sharp and give off the mysterious vibe, you're also creepy and a stalker?"

"I'm right under your nose. I just happen to always be there when your window is open. You talk fairly loud whilst you are muttering 'to yourself'. Anyways, I'll catch you later. Mutter at me again when you're ready."

"And if I don't?"

"Then you'll miss the opportunity of a lifetime, m'lady."

"I prefer Jin."

"Aww, you've warmed up to me. How cute. Though, just between you and me, you shouldn't get attached."

"I don't plan to." With my last words, he flicked his right bandaged hand to the right slightly in a swift motion as he headed out of my room.

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