she doesn't know how to feel
the anxiety is taking over
filling in her lungs
throat
head
she fears that she'll go broke
be lonely
fail
maybe it's horomones
she can only assume so
because it happens every month
she's not in her body
she's not in her mind
she doesn't regret the days she takes for herself
she doesn't regret buying the things she wants for herself
but the days and things will not make her whole

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Pastry
Poesíapastry noun a sweet baked food made of dough It's amazing how something so sweet could crumble so easily For the second time, enter the mind of a girl in her late teens trying to cope with the loss of her identity. (Book 2 of the "Ash" poetry tri...