she is oddly jealous of her
and it's gross
she remember when she was a puddled
mess
overwhelmed and shakingbut karma served her
right
and when the girl looked
she became a puddled mess
overwhelmed and shakingsometimes the girl feels bad
for what she's said
to her
how she joked about her
circumstances
but that was only for revengethe girl is not as nice as people say
she knows that she is one of
the coldest winters anyone
could ever experience
as a kid
she was summer
as a teenager
she was autumn
but now she is winter
and doesn't believe that
she seasons will
change in her favorwhy has she become this way
she doesn't know
when she sees her earning what she
cannot
she feels bad
but then thinks that she is
better and stronger than her
when she is not
she will admit she is jealous
she has it all:
a job
a boyfriend
comments
likesbut it's undeniable that she has
experienced pain since they
parted
she watched her struggle
and crumble
certain days it is easy
to forgive
other days it's hard to forget

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Pastry
Şiirpastry noun a sweet baked food made of dough It's amazing how something so sweet could crumble so easily For the second time, enter the mind of a girl in her late teens trying to cope with the loss of her identity. (Book 2 of the "Ash" poetry tri...