Hate You

chapter 9

Dawn's pov

It was morning and I woke up to have two muscular arms snaked around my waist and pulling me into the chest of this boy. I turned to see the face of who was holding me and smiled at the angelic peaceful face of Niall. His hair was all messy and was also shirtless.

Now why was he..

Ohhhhh I remember now. Hehe we had some fun last night and then we had this kind of fun.

I lay in the spot facing him and laying soft kisses all over his face. His eyes fluttered open and he smiled

"Hey"

"Hey yourself" I say back

"You were amazing last night" he said with a mischievous grin

I blushed at his comment and said

"You weren't too bad yourself"

He blushed back. That was just too freaking adorable. He then started to look me up and down. I gave a confused look at looked down also. I realized that the blanket was hovering just above my chest and covered everything else below, but still blushed wildly and pulled the covers up to my neck in sheer embarrassment.

Niall then moved the sheets to their original position just above my chest once again and smiled.

"Don't cover yourself up too much. You're gorgeous"

I blushed at the comment and pecked his lips which soon turned into a heated one.

This was amazing. I pitied Harry for trying to tear us apart. I pitied him for him being so low. But I still held a small space in my heart for him. I still loved him. But not as much as Niall. Niall was sweet, caring, innocent, and just every single positive thing. But Harry was dark, bad, gorgeous, caring at the most part, but theres still darkness. It was almost like a drug. Like im addicted to him. Hes alluring and intriguing. He was the very few of my weaknesses. But when I was with Niall, all my problems just faded away. Like no one...

OH SHIT LIAM!!!!!!!

Aw crap! I forgot! I pulled away from Niall, jumped out of bed not caring if he saw me and started getting dressed.

"Niall we have a problem"

He gave me a confused look and said

"What problem? I was enjoying that kiiisssss!!" he whined and got up towards me sliping on his boxers at the same time.

"Remember how I told you how Liam had to stay over at Danielle's for the night?"

At that point I was fully dressed and facing him with my arms around his torso looking up at him. He gave a confused look and looked as if he were trying to remember. Then he smiled remembering, then he frowned and pouting looking at me remembering the catch.

"Can I commeee??" he whined again

"I don't know Niall.."

"Pleeeeeease? Please please please please please please please please please...."

He continued with the 500 pleads of please until I finally gave in

"ALRIGHT! OKAY! Fine. Cant believe I slept with a 5 year old.."

"Yeah but this 5 year old made you scream" he said with a smirk

I blushed then bite his ear and said in his ear

"I made you come 4 times Niall. Remember that..."

He then did a throaty groan and I pulled away victorious of my seducing ways.

"Now get dressed!"

"Finnnne"

After he got dressed, we went out the door, got in his car and drove away. Several times he put his hand on my thigh which I was fine with but then everytime he would, he would slowly try to get in between my legs and into my jeans. I made sure to swat it away the 10 times he did it and each time he would chuckle and smirk. When we finally arrived, I saw Liam's car in the driveway. Great.

"Crap"

"You want me to come in?"

"You sure?"

"Yes now come on"

When we got out of the car and knocked at the door, the door swung open revealing a frowning and possibly pissed Liam.

"Hey!!!!!" I said a little too enthusiastically. Liam's eyebrows stayed scrunched together and Niall grunted trying to keep from laughing. I smacked his arm and he burst out laughing and tears coming out of his eyes.

"SHUTUP!"

He then learned to control himself and gave a straight face.

"Dawn Anne Michaels! Do you know how worried I was about you?! I didn't know if you were raped, beat up, dead, or kidnapped!"

Liam already pulled mine and Niall's arms into the house and continued to rant about the possible things that could've happened to me. I started to get pissed off and finally exploded.

"You forgot how I could've been betrayed by my own brother by decided to choose his reputation over the safety and life of his sister who still somehow loves him and carried on with life then because no one used to give a crap if she was dead or alive!"

Then everything went quiet. Niall's loud laughter was cut off and Liam became silent. I was breathing heavily and already had tears streaming down my face. Niall was beside me and was rubbing my back to try to calm me down. My eyes were locked on Liam's. Liam's lip began to quiver and his eyes were filling with tears that poured out of his eyes when he let out a crack of sobs. He fell to his knees and hugged my legs tightly as he sobbed loudly and his chest shook from all the crying and his breathing was heavy.

"I-IM S-SO S-S-SORRY-Y! I D-DIDNT KN-KNOW..."

"You also didn't know that when I left the cafeteria after I yelled at Harry, I tried to attempt suicide on the roof, but HARRY was the one who saved ME. HARRY LIAM! ONE OF MY BIGGEST BULLIES WHO WAS THE CAUSE OF THE ATTEMPT! THE ONE WHO MADE ME FEAR SCHOOL! THE PERSON WHO MADE ME WANT TO DIE! THE PERSON WHO NEVER STOOD UP FOR ME OR PUT OUT THE FIRE! BECAUSE HE WAS THE ONE WHO STARTED THE FIRE! HE WAS MY HERO LIAM! HE WAS THE ONE WHO S-SAVED M-ME INSTEAD OF Y-YOU! I COULD BE DEAD RIGHT NOW! DID YOU EVEN CONSIDER H-HOW I W-WAS H-H-HANDLING T-THIS?!"

Liam was now sobbing even louder and was standing up and sqeezing the life out of me. I was now sobbing loudly as well and so was Niall because I never told him the part of the suicide attempt. He was soon hugging me tightly too and sobbing loudly.

"W-WHY..."

"B-BECAUSE N-NO ONE C-CARED!"

We all sat on the couch and were sobbing and hugging eachother. Soon after we all cried ourselves out and were calm, Liam spoke.

"Im so sorry Dawn.I knew you were hurt but I never knew this much to try to make you end your life. I mean you were always the strongest girls ive ever met and grew up with and I never knew that it would get to your head this much. I mean-"

"Liam its fine. Its over and done with"

"Okay so moving on" he said while wiping his eyes "So why didn't you come home last night?"

This was what I dreaded and while I played cry baby with Niall and Liam, I forgot about that. Me and Niall exchanged looks and I turned to Liam.

"Okay. Better get comfortable because this is gonna be a long story" I said taking a deep breath before I started