Hate You

chapter 14

Harry's pov

I cant BELIEVE him! Like who the fuck doesn't stand up for their own girlfriend!

And then stands up for the bully!!

I mean are you fucking kidding me?! I HAD TO SAY SOMETHING!

It was ME who had to stand up for her!

That little cunt! Im gonna fucking get her back! I love her so much!

Oh Dawn! Cant you see that I still love you! Cant you see that im the one that's right for you?!

Cant you see through Niall and how hes only messing with you?!

Cant you see im perfect for you?....

 

Dawn's pov

 

"Niall. Niall sssshhh please honey. Please listen to me. Nialler its fine" I coo to him

As he begins to calm down, he turns to me and kisses my forehead.

Of course its the forehead. What a surprise. But I fake a smile.

"I love you Niall." I say smiling

He smiles back, but the next thing he says brakes my heart into a million pieces

"I forgive you Dawn. I like you too" he says kissing my cheek and getting out of the car while I shockingly watch as he leaves me in the car and walks back into the building

That's it for me.

I take my keys and dig it into the side, then back out, and speed out of the parking lot to my house while I begin to let out little sobs on the way holding it in till when I get to the house.

When I get to the house, I take the car keys, get out of the car, slam the door and run to the front door.

When I finally get it open, I slam it shut behind me and run upstairs to my room then slam the door behind me and collapse onto my bed while I let it alllll out.

I am now full on uncontrollably sobbing loudly like never before and can barely breath because of how much im screaming and crying.

I mentally thank god my parents are away for 3 more months and how my mother doesn't have to see me like this and my dad doesn't need to make it worse by kicking ass.

I then glance at my bathroom thinking of ways how I could kill myself.

I could take out my razor and cut myself until I bleed to death.

I could drown myself in the bathtub

I could look for any pills that I could overdose with

Then I look at the balconey....

The fall would be quick, easy, and the pain doesnt even last for a second so I practically wouldn't feel anything.....

No I cant. I cant do that to Liam...

Liam....

How would he gope? How would he take my death?

The same with my parents, but they're never around and everyone else would forget about it or not even bother come to the funeral.

But damn you Liam.

Liam is the only person in my life that keeps me sane.

That gives me that ounce of love and hope that I have from someone.

Dammit Liam! This is for you.

Your welcome.

But either way, I still have to go into the bathroom to go to the bathroom and at least take a shower to try to calm me down.