Hate You

chapter 16

Dawn's pov

Its the mornng after Liam found out about his little trip he and Danielle are going on to New York City and honestly I'm freaking scared to death of not having Liam around me.

The trip itself is supposed to be only three weeks, but Danielle has some friends that live in NYC so they are gonna add an additional 2 more weeks to the trip while they stay with Dani's friends.

Dani is a real sweetheart. Shes almost been like an older sister to me and has always helped me with "girl issues" whether it came down to boys, periods, etc you get the point, she has always been there when my own mother wasnt.

I love my mother but god is she a bitch sometimes.

Same goes with my dad, they're like freaking bipolar.

But the point is, Dani has always been there when i needed her and we get along really well, so i really have no problem with the marriage coming up. I give my blessing.

But i am still scared of Liam not being around.

I know Niall wouldn't do anything wrong to me and might even be the old him how he used to be, but its just the fact that my brother, my only sense of protection, the only person i could really trust, my only souce of family is going to be away from me to a place thats pretty far for 3 weeks straight.

Liam right now is upstairs packing while im down here in the kitchen making breakfast. Liam said that as soon as he finihes eating, he HAS to leave for the airport because hes supposed to meet Danielle there an hour early so they could eat and talk and get on the plane with ease.

It took me all night last night to clean the whole house for Niall who was gonna stay with me for the whole five weeks that Liam was gonna be gone.

I dont even know why i even bothered to clean when he comes here all the time while its a mess.

But all we really do here is study, fuck, watch movies, fuck, eat, hang out and maybe fuck some more.

Thats it. Nothing special.

I know i may sound slutty or bitchy, but sex with Niall isnt like it used to be.

It isnt rare or special, its just.....regular and straight to the point if thats a good way to put it.

Plus to make it sound even more trashyl, he doesnt even say he loves me after we do it, he just says things like "that was awesome" or "that was amazing" or even "i gotta go" and he'll just straight up leave.

Just leaves like it was nothing.

Just gets up, puts his clothes on,.........and leaves

fucking dick

But i still love him

And im an idiot for it.

Ughhhhh my life SUCKKKKSSS DICK!!!

"LEEEYYYUMMMM!!!! BREAKFAST IS READY!!! GET YOUR ASS DOWN HERE!!!!" i yell as i set the table

"CALM YOUR TITS IM COMING!!!" he yells back as his loud feet come down the stairs with his suitcase

"Mornin'" i greet putting his plate full of eggs and bacon in frotn of him as he sits down at the table

"Mornin baby girl" he says as he eats his breakfast "So you called Niall?"

"Yes of course i did" i said rollong my eyes at the fact that he asked if i called Niall. I mean give me a little credit, im not that stupid "And hes on his way now"

"Okay good. Just checking" he says as he takes another bite of his food.

While we sat down eating at the table, we just talked about random things and about the trip.

After a while of talking and eating, Liam started to get up and head towards his suitcase.

I started to follow him to the door where his suitcase was while i helped him make sure that he had everything.

As soon as he was assured that he had everything, we faced eachother and embraced in a tight hug.

I little tear managed to sneak its way out of my eye, but i quickly wiped it away without Liam noticing, because knowing him, if he saw my crying, he would simply unpack and not go, and thats not happening.

As we pull away, Liam smiles down at me

"Be careful and dont do anything stupid" he says

"I know i know" i say laughing

Liam then kisses the top of my head, grabs his suitcase while opening the door, looks back and smiles at me for the last time and shuts the door behind him.

And hes gone.

I fight the urge not to cry, but the tears pour out while nothing comes out of my mouth.

If i cry now, then i will cry for hours.

So i wipe away my tears and walk back into the kitchen and sit down at the table while running my hands through my hair and rest my cheek on my hand and just think.

 Maybe I can invite the boys over.

I mentally high five myself as i smile to myself over the great idea i got.

Im so smart.

I get up, sit on the kitchen counter, pick up my cell phone scrolling through my contacts till i come across "Boo Bear" and call Louis

After a few rings, someone finally picks up

"BUNNNYYY!!! i missed you!!! Waz uppp?" he says through the phone

I giggle a little bit then reply.

"Hey Lou i missed you toooo!!! Liam just-"

"Left for New York City with Danielle for 5 weeks, i know, we allllll know. Liam bragged to everyone about it last night. haha"

We both laugh through the phone, but i finally speak up

"So the reason i called was that since its just gonna be me and Nialler, i fig-" i was interupted ONCE AGAIN

"Ooooooooooooo!! You and Niall in the same house for 5 weeks ALOOOONE???? Wonder where that will lead to" he says laughing through the phone. I could practically feel his smirk through the phone

"Yeah yeah so as i was say-"

"Bunny and Nialler sittin in a tree! F-U-C-K-I-N-G!" he says through the phone

"EW Lou you're such a perv!" i say laughing

"Why thaaank you! I try" he says while we both laugh

"So AS I WAS SAYING, i figured that since its just gonna be me and Nialler, i figured we could invite the boys over to hang out and have a little sleepover tonight" i say

"YES!!! A BILLION TIMES YES!!! I LOVE SLEEPOVERS!! ILL BRING MY CARROTS!!!.....wait i hate carrots....." he says

"Well carrots or not, you're coming and could you tell the boys for me? That would be great so i can get ready. You guys come as soon as possible so we could hang out longer okay Boo Bear?" I say

"Okay Bunny!! Sure thing!" he says cheerfully

"You're the best, plus i want you to come over for another reason too, i reeeally need to talk to you about something in private" i say

"Okay Bunny, I'll be there as soon as i can with the boys okay?" he says

"Okay. Byyye Lou!" i say

"Byyye Bunny!" he says back and we both hang up

I have to tell somone about whats happening between me and Niall, otherwise i'll go insane. And i know i can trust Louis with my life.

I know we may have known eachother for a little while, but i know i can trust Louis with anything and can be my go-to-guy.

And im gonna tell him everything.