chapter 15

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Dawn's pov

Niall....

The name that caused all this trouble, just came back into my mind that I managed for the longest time to forget.

I was so distracted by my crying, my shower and how good it felt, my nice comfy pjs, the sunset, the way it smelled like fresh oranges outside, Liam not going to college, moving in with Danielle, getting married, starting a family....all the things that made me forget.

But of course those moments cant last forever in my world.

But honestly, im overjoyed by the way Liam and Danielle love eachother and ive seen it with my own eyes. Its so obvious they're in love its like right when they look at eachother, their eyes sparkle, like how love should be.

My love life is a load of drama and crap, their's is flawless, not one indifference, not one problem.

The love they have is the kind of love people fight for.

The kind of love people dream of having.

But yeah for me? Of course mine has to be shit, because all i get is shit and thats all i'll probably get. And i'll probably get even some more shit when i have 5 cats when im like 40. I'll get cat shit. CAT SHIT. I'll have to deal with their shit. Fucking literally. Fucking literal shit.

I dont know why im so obsessed with saying shit right now. Just one more time.

Shit.

Okay im done with the whole shit talk.

Where was I? Oh yeah!

MY LIFE IS A SHITBALL!!!!

Im sooo done with Niall. I'm like so close being pushed over the edge, but of course i wont do that because im too damn loyal.

I sincerely do love him, i really do, not as much as i used to, but theres some still there.

I hope this thing or phase hes going through treating me will end soon.

"Liam?" i ask

"Mhmm?" he says still stroking my hair as my head is remaining on his lap

"I dont think-"

BABY YOU LIGHT UP MY WORLD LIKE NOBODY ELSE! THE WAY THAT YOU FLIP YOUR HAIR GETS ME OVERWHELMED! BUT WHEN YOU SMILE AT THE GROUND IT AINT HARD TO TELL-

Liam's ringtone screams out. I groan and Liam only chuckles at my frustration

"One second baby girl" he says and answers the phone

"Hey baby! Hows my boo?" he says sweetly

Danielle.

I hear some sort of mushy baby voice come from Danielle that i cant make out but Liam only smiles and says

"I miss you too boo!......No i love you more......No i do!......No im pretty sure i do honey!...." Liam says with a mushy voice

I decide to tease him a little and i say while poking his arm,

"Noooooo i looove youuuuu mooooreee!!! No boooooo i love you even moooore!!!! I misss you soo much booo!" I say while he tries to hold me back with his hand against my forehead to keep me from the phone

"Oh thats nothing Dani boo just the...the radio. YEAH! The radio!" he says trying to make an excuse

I continue on

"I miss you so much i masturbate in my room thats right next to my sisters room  because i'm too damn lazy to do it in the bathroom downstairs where she wont be able to hear boooo!!! You make me horny boooooo!!!" i say imitating his baby voice and intertwining my hands together and resting my head under my jaw smiling big and laughing

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