Getaway

New Years Eve

I had just woken up a few minutes ago and was starting to get ready. One of my friends, Ashely, had texted me and said she was going to have a party at her house tonight for New Years. After everything with Justin and my dad, I decided I needed to let loose. So I told her I'd definitely be there. It was almost noon and she wanted me to come over early to set up everything. So I took a quick shower and got ready. By the time I was done with everything, it was around 2. So I headed out to her house.

"Hey girl!" she greeted me as I walked in her house.

"Hey, I am so ready for this party." I told her.

"You seem excited. Why are you so ready?" she asked.

"A lot of things have been going on and I just need to get my mind off things." I

told her.

"Well you definitely will tonight." she said as she pointed to the counter. there were red solo cups, beers, and some other things that would definitely help.

"Yes, I can't wait." I told her.

After we set up everything for a few hours, it was around 5 o clock. The party didn't start until 8, so i decided to run my Justin's.

I knocked on the door a few times and no one answered. So I grabbed my phone out of my purse and dialed his number. I could hear it ringing from inside the house. So I decided to go in. The door was unlocked. I yelled his name a few times but he didn't answer. I ran up the stairs to his bedroom. There he was, passed out on his bed. I figured he was just tired from last night. I hope he didn't do anything bad. I tapped his shoulder a few times until he rolled over.

"Babe, what are you doing here?" he said with a croaky voice as he rubbed his eyes.

"I was just in town and wanted to come by and see you. What are you doing sleeping at 5 in the afternoon anyways?" I asked.

"I went to workout and came back and didn't feel good." he told me.

"Okay? Well there's a party out at Ashely's tonight. You wanna come with me?" I asked.

"Sure. What time does it start?" he asked.

"in a few hours." I told him.

"okay, well let me take a shower and then we can go grab some dinner before we go." he told me.

"Okay, sounds good." I plopped down on his bed as he went into the bathroom and turned the shower on. You know guys, they don't take long. So he was done in about ten minutes. He came out with his wet hair and a towel wrapped around his bottom half.

He hovered over me and gave me a kiss.

"I love you." he said.

"I love you too." I said back.

he started planting kisses on my neck and leaving love bites.

"Babe, we have to hurry." I said through giggles.

"I know, but your just so damn sexy." he told me.

"Get dressed Justin." I said, trying to keep a stern voice.

"Yes ma'am." he said jokingly.

After he got dressed and put on his shoes we walked downstairs. He grabbed his phone and wallet and we went to my car.

"Where do you wanna eat Court?" he asked me.

"Mhmm, how about El Tapatio?" I asked.

"The one downtown? Sure." I told him.

I started up the car and drove to the restaurant. It wasn't busy at all, so we got in and out pretty quick. It was around 7:50 by the time we were done so I decided to go ahead and head to Ashely's.

We got there and the door was open with music blasting. We walked in and talked to some of our friends. Cam showed up about an hour later. I talked to her and Justin was off somewhere with his friends. It was around 10 o clock now and the place was packed. I went down to the basement where some people were playing beer pong. I played a few rounds, then decided to look for Justin. I look around for a long time and couldn't find him. I finally went upstairs and opened a bedroom door. He was sitting on the bed with Ryan, his bestfriend, and held a blunt.

"I knew it. I thought you were changing for me?" i said through tears. I stormed out and justin chased after me.

"Please babe. it's not what it looks like." he yelled.

"It looks like you were smoking weed, after you promised me, you stopped that kind of shit. I'm done." I ran to my car and beat on the steering wheel. I drove to my house and ran up the stairs. I can't believe he's still doing this. I looked past everything but now it's turning back up. I don't know what to do anymore. I cried for a hours and ended up crying myself to sleep. Cheers to 2014.