Depressed Introvert

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People.

People everywhere.

Why do they want to talk?

Why can't they leave me alone?

Why are they watching?

Are they listening to me?

Are they watching what I type?

Go away!

Everyone go, leave me be.

Let me rest.

You are all so tiring.

So intimidating.

So scary.

Leave me alone.

Please.

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Why must I speak?

Why must I interact?

Why can't I do my work alone?

Let me be.

You want nothing to do with me, so why speak?

Why interact if it is pointless?

Why expend the energy?

It hurts.

~~~

I'm so confused.

You want nothing?

You want to be friends?

No.

You want something.

To make me your joke.

To find my weakness.

To use me.

To steal.

~~~

Go away please.

Leave.

You're a liar.

Go.

~~~

No.

Please.

Stay.

~~~

What?

Why do I want you to stay?

I am lonely.

You are not the answer.

You want something, yet lie.

You have to want something.

No one would like me willingly.

Yet you say you do.

Why do you?

~~~

Please.

Go.

Save us both the

Pain,

Suffering,

Loss,

Hate,

And defeat.

Now!

Go!

Leave me!

Please.

Leave me to suffer alone, least I drag you down with me.

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