I can not say a word
I can not put into words what I feel.
I don't even know what I feel.
All I do know is
I want out.
I don't want to feel this way.
I know I shouldn't,
but I do.
I hurt.
It's almost become a physical pain.
I can't help it.
I can't lessen it.
It comes and goes,
Leaving me to its mercy.
A victim.
~~~
Depression,
It has me in its grasp
And
I fear It will never let me go.
~~~
Go.
Everybody eventually leaves.
I am too much for them.
Too sad.
Too negative.
Too many problems.
They leave for fear of being captured.
Captured by depression.
~~~
Why can't I break free?
I came so close,
But now I am so far.
Why?
Why can't I have lasting joy?
Why can't I be a normal person?
Why can't I be carefree?
~~~
I envy ignorance.
They have no clue.
No clue how it feels.
How it hurts.
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Thoughts of a Girl
Historia CortaThis is a compilation of thoughts, experiences and feelings I have. Not all stories are true, as is obvious with Choices, many of these stories are either a metaphor for my thoughts and emotions, or exaggerated to further portray my point. Each ch...
