I am so tired.
Tired of hate.
Tired of pain.
Tired of failing.
Tired of drama.
Tired of hiding.
Tired of regret.
Tired of hurting.
Tired of fighting.
Tired of harming.
Tired of being sad.
Tired of being angry.
Tired of being used.
Tired of being lonely.
Tired of self-loathing.
Tired of being afraid.
Tired of being abused.
Tired of self sabotage.
Tired of being trapped.
Tired of being forgotten.
Tired of poisonous people.
Tired of being second best.
Tired of being on the defense.
Tired of being dependent on medication.
I'm just tired of everything.
I want a break so bad, but life waits on no one.
This longing for a rest; to pause life, has had consequences.
I am failing a class, something I have never done before.
I cannot handle the shame of this.
I fight with my grandmother over stupid little things. I hurt her.
I fight with my boyfriend over stupid things. I'm hurting him.
I hate hurting the people I love.
It seems I can't do anything right.
No matter what I do I hurt somebody.
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Thoughts of a Girl
Short StoryThis is a compilation of thoughts, experiences and feelings I have. Not all stories are true, as is obvious with Choices, many of these stories are either a metaphor for my thoughts and emotions, or exaggerated to further portray my point. Each ch...
