The whole day I couldn't help but think of how generous that boy was. Well it seems like it wasn't a big deal for what he did, but it was to me. No one has ever done that for me. No one has ever stood up to Karen and even to defend someone. Well maybe he doesn't know that what he did was a big deal because he's new. Oh no I've ruined his life now. Now everyone will make him an outcast, he'll be thought as 'uncool'. Oh how I hate this school.
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The bell for lunch rings, usually I go to the library for lunch to stay away from Karen and her followers, occasionally I go to lunch if I'm really hungry. Today I'll go just to see how they treat Tyler. I walk to my locker, leave my books, and head to lunch. I walk in and get in line. I look around and see kids smiling,laughing, and talking to their friends. I really wish I was normal and so I could have friends, to talk to and hang out. My friend Jenna doesn't stay at school for lunch she skips school and goes somewhere else. She has a dangerous thrill side to her. But if you look t her you wouldn't even know, she's quiet and keeps to herself at school, but at midnight she sneaks out and parties with raves. I'm not quite the type of person to party the way she does, but I have been to one of her parties and it was really fun, they can get dangerous at times though. I get my tray and find a table where I could sit by myself. I scan my eyes around the room till my eyes land on Tyler. He seems like he's asking some kids if he could sit with them and they just shake their head. He moves on to a different table where two guys are sitting and he doesn't bother to ask so he sits down. As soon as he sits he two boys get up and leave him. Wow word spreads really quick here, it's not such a big school, but not so small either. Great now no one will talk to him because of me. karen probably threatened everyone to not talk to him so he can ' learn his lesson'. Should I sit with him? I don't know what if it just makes it worse for him? Then people will definitely won't talk to him. Even after Karen forgets what he did. Well I know how it feels to be lonely so I guess I'll just sit with him for today until he makes some friends. I kind of feel anxious though because I'm not so use to approaching people.
"Hey, mind if I sit with you?" I ask feeling a little tense hopefully I can do this.
"Oh hey no go ahead I'd like to have company" He says and smiles.
"Why are people so rude here?" he asks, I'd love to explain it all but I don't think I would feel comfortable with explaining it all.
"I'm not sure" is all I say. During the rest of our lunch time we just talk about him I find out a couple small things about him, I find him interesting. I loosen up a little and begin to feel slightly more comfortable with him. The bell rings again signaling us to our next class.
"Well it was nice talking to you" I say to dismiss myself.
"Yeah I'll see you tomorrow" . I walk to my locker and go to my next class.
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As soon as I hear the bell ring for dismissal I get up and leave the classroom so I won't have to deal with Karen. Every day is the same routine; Having to worry about staying away from Karen, her boyfriend, or any of their friends. I'm just tired of having to hide from them, but there's nothing else to do but hide. I go and grab my jacket from my locker and say bye to my friend Jenna. Although she's my best friend we aren't that close. I call her my best friend because she's the only friend I have, but we aren't as close as to talking about our problems with each other. It's okay with me because I don't like telling anyone my problems. We've been to concerts together and hanged out a few times after school but that's pretty much it. I'm still thankful for her though because she has stuck with me and occasionally watches out for me. She usually doesn't defend me but Its whatever cause nobody ever does. I walk out of the building and make my way to the train tracks. As I walk close to the bridge I see a familiar car and notice its Karen's boyfriend's. I start panicking, I put my head down for they won't notice me but the car parks. I see Karen and her friends walking towards me with evil looks. They get to me and as soon as I was going to say hey I get pushed to the floor and I feel kicks all over my body. I feel pain all over me and just cover my face as I lay on the cold ground. The kicks come to an end and I feel a hand pick up my chin and I see The stupid whore of Karen.
"And next time, don't you ever try to embarrass me honey" What the hell is she talking about?Oh it must've been when That boy told her to stop.
She hates when people tell her to do something. I feel anger build up in me and push her hand away from my face, she slaps me and walks away. She gets in the car and drives away. Apparently there was nobody around so they couldn't help me, well I am by the train tracks, its pretty lonely here. I pick up my backpack and climb down the small bridge and lay on the grass and just let out my cries.But not because I just got jumped, but because I'm alone and everyone hates me. I'm not wanted by any one and it's just a horrible feeling. My crying comes to a stop, but its just because no more tears come out and I feel tired. I lift up my sweater and see formed bruises over the top of the bruises my father has made before. I sigh at the big purple around my ribs. Its sore but they aren't broken. I fix my hair and makeup a little and start to head home to another hell.
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Another Love Story Of A Mest Up Girl
Teen Fiction*trigger warning* School is hell, and home is hell. All Alesana wanted was someone to be there for her and help her get through it all. What will happen when it's all just to much for her, and makes her way to the train tracks?
