The God of Swords

Chapter 8: Kaze's thoughts about his past life

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Chapter 8: Kaze's thoughts about his past life

Those who make mistakes blame themselves and close their hearts. It's impossible to fix the mistake; men can't return to the past. That's why they drink. Lushes, drunks, sliding alcohol down their throats to try to dilute the memories that can't be forgotten. Like my dad for example, all he did is nothing but drink, and questions the glass after it's empty. "Am I wrong? Was I wrong?". Then, he died soon after I was born. And when the mother took me into her arms, I felt her emotion by just looking at her. The human emotion is not something you can tuck inside a closet. Those feelings are meant to be expressed. She lied to me and I believed her. My own uncle lied to me and I trusted him. But, when I looked at his eyes, the Angel of Destiny unraveled the truth. By just looking at their eyes, there's just only.....one truth. Yes, my family is screwed up, but that doesn't mean I have to die now. Everyday, I have people depending on me to help them. But, when I would sacrifice my own being to protect them, I ask "Is it enough? Can I help more?". I have father and probably mother looking up in heaven at me now. Monitoring my every thing. When I had to fight my sister, I bet they were thinking about me. As a God, I have to wonder if I should take my powers for granted. I am a god, which is cool, but I can still die. So sometimes, I wish I was a regular person. But, one ugly truth in the world, is that you can't change the past and re-write the wrongs you did in your life. Sometimes, you can forget about it, but a lot of people ask themselves "Am I Wrong? Was I Wrong?".

A/N: I went all out on this paragraph. I hope you can learn from this paragraph a little. I hope you enjoy and I will A,B, Cya