On Our Way To Love ✔️ know as the Big Ass Mafia Is After Me

Chapter Twenty Eight: Thoughts

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Ash's POV:
The dinner was amazing! Fernando was amazing! He was so sweet through the dinner and he wouldn't let me do anything, he said that if I needed something to ask him. It was just so cute! He even gave Ashton his food... he didn't care that my son was there. I like that, I'm glad that Fernando doesn't care about Ashton been here.

Right now we are back at the hotel. I'm packing everything up. What? Well all of mine and Ashton's things since we are going to be leaving in the morning. I still can get my head around this. Fernando is willing to protect me and Ashton, he practically doesn't know us. That's what I'm more surprised at! Cause come on who I'm there right mind is willing to protect someone that you don't know and a Big Ass Mafia Boss is after you!

But hey I'm not complaining! I'm actually very thankful that he is protecting us. That he is letting us live in his house. I'm also glad that he is going to train me as well. I need to know how to protect Ashton as well. Plus the Mafia Boss is still after me and I'm really scared. What if he gets me and Ashton. What will happen to Ashton?! Will he kill his own son?! I don't know if he will kill Ashton but I know that he will kill me when he finds me! I don't want to be killed. I want a family, friends, I want love and pets. I want to have a normal life or as normal as it can be! I want to study and get a job.

But that won't happen until the Mafia Boss is taken care. You may have notice that I don't call the Mafia Boss by his name, well that's why I don't like using his name but I do know his name. His name is...
It's... it's Dominic. His name is Dominic. He is a real cruel man! And I don't want anything to do with him! But what I do know is that I need to find a way to take that man down! I may need help but I will take him down!

Snapping out of my thoughts I look around my room. I had packed everything up. Fernando was on the bed with Ashton on top of his chest. Fernando was shirtless so I could see his well defined abs. He had an eight pack, his biceps where really big and his shoulders are very wide. He was a big man but it was all muscles. He was very handsome. He had a strong jawline, his eyes are a light green that sparkles when he smiles or his happy. Has dark brown hair with dirty blonde highlights. He is 6"2 feet tall. His hair is in a messy style but it looks good on him. Besides him not having a shirt he has sweat pants on. He just looks amazing.

But I can't have anything with him. Even though he doesn't have a girlfriend I can't be with him. I don't care that he has a son cause I have one as well but his the person that is helping me out. I can't just be with him. What if something happens and then he changes his mind and tells me that he won't help me! Even though I don't like to admit it I do need help. Fernando is a Mafia Boss he is known around the world and he is feared. I need his protection. I won't let anything change his mind. I look at Ashton now. His just a baby. He doesn't deserve this, any of this. But I just can't give him away. Yes I know that I'm selfish by not giving Ashton to have an opportunity to have a nice family. A family that is not being chased by a Mafia Boss but I can't help it. I need him. His my everything! His the only family I have left! His the only thing that is keeping me alive. What's the point of living if I won't have him by my side?! I know that I'm being a bit dramatic but that's how I feel...

One day I will give Ashton the life that he deserves but for now I'll give him what I can. I just hope that, thats enough for him. I won't be lying to Ashton about his father. When he asks me one day I will tell him the truth about his father. I will tell him what he did to me. But I'm not going to tell him this things so that he can hate his father I'm going to tell him all of this things so that he knows what his father is capable of. I look back at the bed. I see my suitcase on the bed all packed up. This it, tomorrow I will be leaving this place and going back to Italy. I will be going with Fernando to his house. I will see the way he lives. What he does and how he does it. I just really hope that I don't regret this. I hope that this isn't trap, that all of this things that he has done is just to make me let my guard down. I want to be alright just for a bit. I want to feel safe for a bit, just for a bit that's what I ask. I know that I don't trust Fernando completely but I think that's normal. Cause come on! I don't even know him well enough to know what his capable of. Just hoping that he won't turn on me.

I took my suitcase and put it on the floor. Then I went up to Fernando since he was on the bed. I wanted to sleep for a while but this room only had a bed so me and Fernando will be sharing it. I'm actually nervous about it.

"Hey." I said to him.

"Hey" he said looking at me and smiling.

"Umm... so are we going to sleep since we have a big day tomorrow?" I asked Fernando.

"Yeah sure. Come on get on the bed." Said Fernando.

I got on the bed. I took Ashton from Fernando. Fernando turned off the lights and got back in bed. I put the blankets over us and closed my eyes with Ashton still in my arms. Hopefully I can get some sleep...

End Of Chapter

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A little about my life:
So guys I will be able to update faster in a week or so cause I'm finishing school soon. I have to take a lot of exams but after that I have winter break!! Yes!! Can't wait for winter break!

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