"Don't you dare to step out at this hour from hospital without informing me" He said right infront of my face.
Blinking blankly I stared at his brown beads and at his face in the only light of street lamp right infront of the car.
Nearing to my lips by an inch of a gap between us "don't you dare" He whispered.
I was shaken, what is he doing? Has it got any sense of what he's doing?
Backing off from me suddenly he nodded to me. I blinked again, blankly.
"Don't you want to go home?" sarcastically he questioned on my face. A chill wind blew at the nape of my neck which made me to look around and see that the door next to me was open wide.
I turned rapidly at him to catch a glimpse of his wicked smirk.
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Why do I feel lonely when I love someone and they choose to ignore me. Though I know the reason of their ignorance, it is painful.
These teenage days are confusing.. You got a whole lot of energy and mind but if you let go of a small weak point you'll not be yourself. Just like a star at its every early days is so bright and too hot, yet its loosing bit by bit.
I hate you, I hate you to the core of my soul. This relation that I'm trying to protect is really a sucker punch on my face. What was the reason for me to associate with you and give up all my time for your issues when I've mine upto brim.
I thought I missed you but what a misunderstanding you never missed me truly.
The one who I should miss, is myself. Because I never see myself when you need me.
Hell is this relationship, why do I need to indulge when I don't even get the bread for my hunger.
Why the hell do I've to let go of myself when I've so many reasons to retain my soul within me and enjoy the moment.
Everytime when it exaggerates my soul reminds me that there is only one person who awaits me..
Ahhh.. Feels like I've broken all the clutches and running to you.
But when I see you or hear your voice my soul reminds me that
"You're awaiting there.. In silence.. Praying..that I would see every color of life to its fullest.."
with that faint promise I breathe enough to survive tomorrow..
