Happiness, Joy, Blissfulness
Bewildered ain't you?
This is what I'm feeling at present. Dreaming about, to lean on the righteous path rather than the abstract feeling towards conscience following of path traced by millions.
Its not that I'm headstrong to prove myself but simply its the only path where I can be myself, I mean it when I say Myself.
"Remembering, dreaming, imagining for our Reunion" is just a myth, knowingly still I'm just amazed and amused towards the surreal loneliness without your love.
Cant bear it! Ofcourse how am I supposed to bear this? I just.. Cant be there to love you back.
To love you back! I'm selfish Ain't I??
Expecting you to love me but not loving you back as you expect.
I'm sorry my love, my life is nothing but
endless endurance
endless modesty
endless effort
You're just a moment in my life, but you're not my life.
But still I LOVE YOU.
I'm alone, is it pain?
I'm sullen, is it a attitude?
I'm self conscious, is it addiction?
hmm.........
Is it that bad character of my insignifances that threw your heart apart from mine.
Is it my mistake?
Is it my fault?
I showed you my true self
my true life
my true character
you accepted me right then...
But why now its unbearable?
Why?
Answer me.
Change is the law of nature. You don't know, that how far I've changed ever since we united.
Ever since you accepted my love
Ever since you...then why? Tell me why?
Tell me a consolation, a new method, a new aspirant, so that I can be let to stick to you.
My love.. Why isn't there no other priority...no other way..no other.....
Is this fate of our eternal love, wasn't it meant to be mutual and forever, enduring and everlasting.
My love, do see me once again..
do feel my heart once again...
do feel my soul once again....
that every breath of mine calls for you
And thus I shred my second leaflet.
