THATS HOW WE ARE US...

19.THE CLOSURE..

SATHYUK'S POV:

I reached home  making a firm decision that no matter what I need to get answers to all my questions......it's already 9pm by the time I reached home and Mom and Dad retired to their rooms ......I went to my room to see my girl in the terrace deep down in her own thoughts Iam pretty sure she didn't expect me this early because I almost turned up late these days.........but what is that making her this restless ......

Sat:"Sruthi...."

I called her and she turned but almost expressionless....pls talk to me Sruthi.....she was about to walk past me but I caught her hand.....

Sru:"what is it Sathyuk..."

Huhh...back to Sathyuk.....anyway......

Sat:"I want to ask you the same Sruthi....what is it??....why are you avoiding me?do you even remember when was the last time we had a conversation......what's wrong.....if it is something....let's just clear out.....but I just can't play along with you.....

I almost freaked out but my ever so calm wife is hell bent on not giving me an answer.....

Sat:"Sruthi....I need an answer.  "

That's all....she is really  testing my cool Ness....and she's still calm.....

She's to the other side....so I turned her around almost shouting......

Sat:"I need an answer dammit..."

I leashed out buy stopped seeing her tear striken eyes.... Why is she crying...

Sru:"what answer should I give you Sathyuk....what do you expect me to do....how do you expect me to behave after knowing that the person whom you thought is your everything is the one who has pierced your heart in to pieces.....the one who taught you to trust is the one who has broke every ounce of your trust.....the one whom you thought to be your world is the one who crashed it....."

What the hell is she talking.....what did I do.....I was about to speak something when she jerked my hands on her shoulder....and she spoke....

Sru:"I trusted you Sathyuk....I trusted you with my life.....even the day I saw you with a girl in a restaurant I trusted you and comforted myself thinking you'll tell me about it.....even the moment you lied to.me that you were in office when you were not and was with some other girl....I trusted you and thought that you ll never break it......but you....you are not worth it"

She spoke with pain and anger visible in her eyes.....I then understood that she's getting all the situation wrong....I tried to speak but she is not ready to listen.....

Sat:"Sruthi you are getting it all wrong...let me explain..."

Sru:"what will you explain....that how  you are happily Cheating on me with a girl...and fooling me around with your words and gestures or how you are successfully lying to me all the while and I being a dumb ass fell soo badly for you.......how do you think I'll believe you after seeing with my own eyes that you were the father of that women's child which happened to be aborted......"

What????now I got the scenario....this girl got everything in a wrong way.....I want to say her everything but.....

Sru:"why did you do this to me Sathyuk.....if you wanted to push me this badly in to the darkness then why the hell did you bring me out of it.....why did you make me believe that life is beautiful.....why did you build the hopes in me of a happy life....why the hell did you make me fall in love with you when you have an other girl in your life......why did you play with my feelings???...."

She asked holding my collars all the way crying.....and Iam numb...should I be happy that she just confessed her love or should I bang my head somewhere since she's getting it all wrong.....I was too numb and she continued...