THATS HOW WE ARE US...

20.IMPERFECTLY PERFECT...

SRUTHI'S POV:

I was too numb to react when Sathyuk left.....the sincerity in his eyes when he told me everything .....I don't know how to react....he just left like that.....what am I supposed to do....I don't know....I hated and accused him for no fault of his.....he was trying to help some one and I.....but what else can a wife think seeing her husband in such situations.....Iam also one such who is possessive about her husband especially when he is your prized possession ......

And the worst part is I told him that I love him....but he didn't tell me anything.....of course what will he tell idiot.....he might be angry at me.....at my stupidity.....I didn't even let him speak and said what ever I want.....I would have listened to him atleast...... he'll be hating me for not trusting him even after what all he did for me.....

Now I don't even have the courage to face him......I can't call him....don't know why something Is stopping me.....Iam on the couch and with all these thoughts I don't know when sleep overtook me.....

I woke up the next morning and saw myself tugged in the bed .....who else it can be sathyuk.....he's sleeping beside me asusual in weird sorry cute way....my lips crept in to a smile but whatever I said to him....came flashing in to mind.....only question rewinding in my brain is do I deserve this guy??.....

I took a quick shower and left early to my college ......after what all I spoke yesterday I definitely need time and a closure to face him....I rushed to college and blurted everything to aastha....

Sru:"I don't know what to do Aastha....I hurted him so badly  for no fault of his....I ...I just take get over that"

Aas:"Sruthi I don't want to suggest you anything.....what all I just want to say is take a decision....for you and specially for Sathyuk..."

Saying this she left.....first time ever my best friend instead of clearing my mind pushed me in to a deep pit of confusion....but yes she's correct .....I need to take a decision for Sathyuk.....and believe me it took my every thing to take this decision and I don't even know what iam  going to do after that......

I'll do this for him....

SATHYUK'S POV:

I came back almost early in the morning and saw Sruthi sleeping on  the couch....this girl I tell yu I made her sleep on the bed and slept for a while.....but I didn't find Sruthi once I woke up....is she still trying to avoid me....didn't she believe me??....I don't know....I freshed and went down to see my mother setting the dining....

Sat:"Mom where is Sruthi??"

Mom:"she left saying she need to report early....didn't she tell you"

Mom asked me but I didn't give her a reply.....

Mom:"Sathyuk....I don't know what's going on between you both but believe me if you  feel you doing or saying something will set this out then don't even deny to do it....because it all worth's it.. "

She told pecking me on the forehead....my Mom is a saviour.....I left to office but my brain is completely messed up with her thoughts.....so I decided that I'll tell her how much I love her today.....yes I'll.....actually I should be the first one to tell it but situations were too against us that it happened the other way around....but not now.....so be ready.... Sruthi Sathyuk Malhotra....you are mine and you'll know how true it is....

I'll do this for us....

I rushed home and Mom informed me that she and dad are going out for a function ..so Sruthi will be all alone so asked me to return fast....ha perfect.....I literally made speeches thinking the ways how Iam gonna tell her.....I rushed to my room all excited....but the words my wife spoke shattered me to hell.....