# 22 in fan fiction on 18/02/2017....#
He's my life ....He's my sanity ....He's my prayer......❤️
She's my smile....she's my heartbeat....she's my sole reason for existence.....❤️
They fought.....They loved....There were up's and down's but when yo...
Guys....Iam so very disappointed with the response of last chapter......do you guys feel that the story is boring???....if it is so...for once and for all tell me and I'll stop the story....it's really very disheartening to get such response even after updating taking out time in a hectic schedule of mine....so if u really feel that the story is boring then ill discontinue this book......it's up to you ppl.....
I am right now sitting in a cafe waiting for Rehan......Iam nervous....of course it's not easy for any girl to propose a guy.....giving a reply to a boy's proposal is fine but I took this bold step of proposing my guy....so Iam hell tensed but trying to calm myself....but the question that is killing me is.....can I accept his rejection??....if he does so....I don't know.....relax Aastha just be positive.....I was in my own thoughts when I saw Rehan entering the cafe.....in his killer looks and believe me my heart skipped a beat ......
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Reh:"heyy"
Aas:"hii..."
Why do I feel like he's equally nervous as iam??....I have a reason....but why is he....
Reh:"it's strange that you called me for a coffee"
He asked bringing me out of my thoughts....
Aas:"yeah it is....but I need to tell you something"
Reh:"anything serious..."
Offoo.... Aastha common....I took a long breathe and started....
Aas:"Rehan ....I'll not beat around the bush.....so let me be straight... Rehan I love you.....I know it's really shocking for you...and believe me I am equally shocked....but it's the truth....I don't know what you feel about this but I want you to be with me for rest of my life..."(I told and I was unable to figure anything from his expressions.....he might be shocked....I gathered myself and spoke again...)
"And there is no pressure on you Rehan I just told what I felt for you....so you can be frank with me and I'll accept anything"
I told it in a low pitch because I know how hard it is to me to take a no from him....I was waiting for him to speak and he spoke....
Reh:"Aastha if I say I don't like you or Iam not attracted to you that's definitely a very big lie....I do like you actually a lot but love....I don't know....before you getting the things wrong....I need to tell you something....I have a past...."
When he told that I saw his pain in his voice....what past does he have....I gave a light tug to his hand and he spoke....
Reh:"I loved a girl back in London and I really thought that it was once a life time love.....I was so serious about the relation and she was the only girl with whom I have planned my eternity with.....but she didn't think that way and one day I found her cheating with my friend......that broke me....broke me so damn badly....I trusted her so much that I didn't even listen to Sathyuk when he warned me about her and distanced myself my him....with that incident not only my relation with her but many other things came to an end....after that I tried to move on and believe me I did.... but I never had this courage to fall in love again and no girl knocked such interest in me.....but after a long time you are the one who is trying to open those doors....but I don't know whether I can do this Or not....Iam not sure about love and I don't want to hurt your feelings....but I need some time just to come in terms with my heart....will you be with me "
He asked looking in to my eyes and I was too numb to react....should I be happy that he want to give us a chance or should I be sad for what he faced.....he has a lot of things hidden inside him.....that smile of his has many unshed tears ....his beautiful heart has many unhealed scars and I decided no matter what I'll heal them....
I took his hands in to mine and again told him...
Aas:"I love you Rehan and come what may Iam with you"
And the gleam in his eyes was worth watching.....he hugged me the next instant and that hug gave me a silent promise that we have a life and a future awaiting us.....
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REHAN'S POV:
When Aastha told me that she loves me I was unable to come in terms with my thoughts. That was definitely something which I never expected....Iam so confused about my own feelings and I can't give her a false hope....so I told her about my past and also what all I feel about her.....I was doubtful at first whether she is still ready to give us a chance after Knowing all this.....but when I saw her still taking a stand by me I was so overwhelmed.....
I saw her love for me and I was unable to react ..... so I hugged her straight.....may be to assure myself that I still have a chance....yes I am ready to give us a chance.....give myself a chance and make this relation workout.....yes Sathyuk is correct it's all worth it....
