Don't

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For a couple weeks, I only wanna see her. We drink away the days with a takeaway pizza.
Before a text message was the only way to reach her, now she's staying at my place and loves the way I treat her...

(Dean P.O.V)

A lot of people seem to hate Mondays. Me, on the other hand, loved Mondays. I got to work on the longest running, weekly episodic show on television today, Monday Night Raw, which was also a live show. It was kinda nerve-wracking as well because basically the whole world is watching. Everyone in the whole WWE Universe is watching and if you mess up, you can't take it back. So what goes on in my mind, a majority of the time is 'Don't fuck it up...don't fuck it up...DON'T FUCK IT UP'

I repeated this in my head several times but not because I was afraid of messing up on tonight's show. I was actually really nervous to see Paige this week. Most weeks we'd only get a small glance of each other and keep it moving. No words, no nothing. Things were never the same between us, since I got married. I hated that so much and I feel like it was a huge mistake. But now was the time to correct that mistake. Since Paige promised to see me again, we finally have a chance to sit down and talk some things out. Maybe catch up a little bit and maybe even...no, I'm getting ahead of myself.

I could feel that my palms were a little sweaty and it felt like I was shaking in my ring boots. I don't know why I felt so nervous about seeing her, it's not like I'm meeting her for the first time ever. I sighed in frustration and tried to pull myself together, which didn't take long because all of my nervousness flew out the window. As soon as I seen Seth Rollins, walking down the hallway, my blood started to boil. It pissed me off to see him, I wouldn't let him know I was nervous one bit. But seeing him reminded me that Paige had to be here now as well, so my blood simmered down a bit.

"Ambrose..." Seth said to me, casually walking pass me. "Rollins..." I said back to him in a not so enthusiastic tone. Hell no I wasn't pleased to see him at all. As much as it hurt me to say it, I hated him so much. I'm sure he hates me too. But I couldn't care less about how he feels about me, I don't care what anyone thinks, all I care about is his fiancee, and how she feels about me. So it was time to take action and go see her. After I looked down the hall, to see where he had went, he seemed to be long gone.
I made my way down the hall to the women's locker room and waited nearby for her to come out. I figured she was in there getting ready for her match tonight, but that's when I received a text message from her.

Paige: I just got done eating in catering, meet me in the parking lot in 10 minutes.

I read the message over and over again. I couldn't wait 10 minutes exactly to get to the parking lot, so I hurried off and made my way there. Once I arrived, the parking lot seemed to be pretty clear, which was great. I waited for her by one of the WWE production trucks. I turned and took a glance at the truck, noticing that this one had her face on it. She was right in the middle of the truck and she looked so amazing. As always. "Dammit Rollins, you lucky son of a bitch..." I said quietly to myself. "Uhh, jealous much?" I heard a thick English accent say and turned around to see Paige standing before me. The nervousness quickly built back up as I felt the heat rise to my cheeks. I had no idea that she was even here yet, let alone I had no idea that she heard me. "Me?? Jealous?...Pfft!" I said trying to sound like I wasn't jealous. "I would've believe you if you hadn't added the 'Pfft' to it, Dean!" She said to me and I just knew that I was turning red. "Geez, shit face. Your face is looking like a tomato right now. How about a hug?" She said to me and came towards me, giving me a hug. I instantly wrapped my arms around her tightly, giving her a hug back. I felt so speechless. This woman made me beyond nervous, she also made me feel so weak, and now she's got me speechless. I'd give it all for her, I swear I would.

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