Little Did She Know (Niall Horan)

Problems & Decisions (Little Maturity)

Katelyn's P.O.V

A few months had went by since school started. If you're thinking that maybe things got better for me they actually didn't. My bruises had finally healed, but not my cuts.

It was now almost December, and we had finals coming up right before Christmas break. I wasn't exempted in any class since I'd been having troubles catching on, and my cutting had increased rapidly! I actually missed a lot of days because of it.

The only upside is was I gained a new best friend. Her name was Mia and she was a year younger than me. We used snapchat and Kik to keep in touch with each other. Why, you may ask? Well the only problem was that she lived in Derby, England.

She was honestly the only one I could talk to about anything. She is the only one that knew about my cutting and she tried to get me to stop, but I just couldn't.

It was a Monday afternoon and I was at home alone again. I was working on some projects that were due before classes came to an end.

I had ordered a pepperoni pizza and expected it to be here any minute. My dad was out of town on a business trip to help bring in more money. Thankfully he would be back by 8:00 tonight, and mom had a conference until 8:00 tonight. Kaylea was at piano practice again, and my little brother was at his play.

I hated that I couldn't be there to see it. I was planning on going to see it, until my teacher popped the project on us.

I heard a knock on the door. I went to open the door just assuming that it was the pizza guy.

It sure as hell wasn't the pizza guy. It was Ryan, and two other guys! I tried shutting the glass front door. I would have gotten it closed if it was just Ryan, but no it had to be two other guys with him.

They pushed their way in.

Ryan grabbed a fistful of my hair and pushed me hard against the wall. My head spun from the impact. The other guys were laughing in the background watching.

All I could think was, what have I done now, and then he spoke, "I had fun with you last time you little slut." "So, I brought my two friends here Dave and Jeremy to test you out," he said while smirking and pointing them out.

I was done for. I knew what was about to happen.

"This time though I want your little pretty ass to be awake," Ryan spit out.

The one which I am guessing was Jeremy pushed me into my room and shut the door. "15 minutes and you better be done with her," I heard Ryan shout through the closed door. I cringed at the thought of what would have happened in 15 minutes.

He looked at me lustfully, his once blue eyes turning a darker shade of blue almost black.

He pushed me down on my bed and latched his cold lips to my neck sucking and biting down. I screamed out in pain.

He tore off my clothes and scattered them across the room. I heard his belt fall as he undone his pants.

Why God why?!

I tried pushing him off of me, but he was to heavy and strong.

I felt a sharp pain in my lower region. I knew this feeling all to well.

I was letting tears build up while his hand covered my mouth to block my screams. He pushed back in and out again. Tears were now pouring down my face. He went even harder making my scream so loud not even his hand could block it. I kept crying until he finally pulled out leaving me exposed in front of him.

He left with a smirk and slammed my door shut. I also heard the front door shut and the crank of a truck engine, which means they left.

I had to leave. I couldn't stay here anymore. Ryan, Dave, and Jeremy all knew when I was home by myself.

It was going to be the hardest thing ever to leave my family. I would have to leave Kaylea, my mom, my dad, and my little brother!

I broke down and cried my eyes out huddled against my head board still naked from earlier.

I decided to wait until they got home so I could see them one last time before I left. I texted Mia telling her I was coming to England.

Me: Mia, I am coming to England. I need a place to stay. Any suggestions?

Mia: You can stay with me until you can get on your feet. What's going on! Are you okay or hurt? :(

Me: I will explain everything when I get there. I will arrive late tomorrow afternoon. Thank you so much!

Mia: You're welcome anytime hun! Xx

Me: See you soon! Xx

I got up from my bed and quickly put on my robe. I felt so exposed and vulnerable once again.

I was thankful I had been saving up money since I was little for college. Now I could start a new life in England.

It was 7:00 pm now. I decided to take a quick shower before my family got home. I hopped in- the warm water surrounding my sore body. I grabbed my shampoo and conditioner mixed them together and lathered them into my hair. I used my sweet pea body wash and put it back into place on the little shelf. I shaved my legs and under my arms and rinsed off.

I turned the water off and stepped out into the cold bathroom! It was the last day of November and it was extremely cold outside. I dried myself off and tucked my wet hair swiftly into my smaller towel.

I stepped into my warm room, the heat was on in there. I grabbed some long fuzzy light blue pajama pants and a light blue Cookie Monster t shirt. I still had to cover the bites on my neck.

I decided to let my hair air dry, since I wanted a little wave in it.

I heard the front door open. Thankfully I could walk just like normal because Ryan or Jeremy didn't beat me bad this time. I actually had no bruises or cuts on my face this time.

I peeped out my door at my dad who was sitting his luggage down beside the front door.

To think about it the pizza guy never came unless Ryan ran him off. I pushed the irrelevant thought out of my head and ran into my dad's arms.

I really had missed him! He use to be my rock when I was smaller and the summer storms would come.

"I missed you dad," I said with closed eyes enjoying the moment. I knew this was probably the last hug I would get from my dad for a very long time. Possibly ever.

I could feeling him smiling above me, "I missed you too, where is everybody else?"

"Mom is picking up Kaylea and Kameron. Kaylea had piano practice as you know, but Kam had a little play," I said looking up at him.

"I was doing a project and couldn't go to see it," I say sadly remembering my project that I would never finish.

"Oh okay," he said as mom came bursting in behind him carrying bags of McDonalds food.

I'm guessing she didn't feel like cooking. I was going to miss her so much! My mom always told me to follow my dreams and do whatever I had to do to bring me peace or happiness, and by leaving I was doing just that.

I smiled at her as I helped grab some of the bags.

"Oh thank you sweetheart," she said relieved that I had decided to help her.

I waved her off, "No problem mom!"

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We ate and made small talk about her conference, dad's business trip, and Kameron's little play.

He informed us that he played a little field mice who helped people. Dad said he would be bringing in more money now, which I was glad to hear. At least I know they will be supported. Mom just said that her company had some new employees.

I thanked mom for the food and kissed her cheek! I made my way to my room to decide what to pack and figure how much money I was going to need. This was my last time at home. For good.

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A/N: OH MY GOD SHE GOT RAPED AGAIN! SHE IS LEAVING HOME! How will her parents and siblings react! Ahhh love you all! Xx :*