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                 |Prologue:Justin's POV|

Waking up to a my alarm clock early on a Monday morning isn't what I'd choose to do,but am driven to by the thought of the future I thought I could earn.

I groaned throwing my head back to towards my pillow.Opening my eyes to see stacks of boxes in this bedroom I didn't recognize,for the fifth time this morning.

It'll be different here. Clean slate,new beginning.

If only those nightmares would go away.

Not happening Justin.

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"Hey sweety did you sleep good last night?" My mother questioned,concern lacing her voice,as she came hauling from the kitchen serving my sister and I breakfast.

"Mom you know the answer to that is no" I sighed remembering the nightmare that haunts me everynight.

"Sweety I know that you're hurting,but I promise everything will be much better sooner or later." She interrupted my thoughts.Taking her hand she lifted my chin and looked me straight into my eyes.

"I've got to go" I walked out without having breakfast,feeling my eyes welling up.

"Honey you haven't had breakfast yet".

"First day at a new school,I'll pass." I groaned grabbing my backpack.

"Jazzy,are you done?" I asked my sister,Jazmyn, in the nicest way possible,in hopes of her saying yes. I needed to wake up extra early all the time to drop her off at school. My mom usually would leave way early in the mornings so she couldn't do it, but since we just moved she will be home for a few days.

Jaz nodded, grabbed her stuff, a faint smile made its way to my face. Trying my best to blink fast,not wanting to cry in front of them. Jazzy analyzed my face,but said nothing.

"Bye honey,love you,good luck today,aye?"She bent down to Jazzy's level as we headed out,kissing her forehead.

"I love you" she called back behind me. If I were a different guy I'd ignored her,but that wasn't like me.I just wanted to make it out before she sees me like this again, but I'm not so prideful.

I turned around and hugged her tight.

"Love you to Mom" I barely whispered.

"It'll be okay" She said wiping a single stray tear off my face, kissing my cheek where it dried.

"I know it will"

                         |Selena's POV|

"Mom I have to go" I laughed as she tried to literally force food down my throat.

"You're going to pass up on a chance to eat breakfast? That is so unlike you" she chuckled.I gave her a fake smile.

Truth is I haven't felt good for the past couple of weeks. I've had the same excuse of having a stomach bug for the a while now and I think suspicion is growing.

"No,it's just I don't want to be late." I rolled my eyes playfully, grabbed my bags and kissed her forehead and my one year old baby sister,Gracie's cheeks.

"Okay, take care, remember what I said about those grades" I rolled my eyes at that.

"How could I ever forget,momma"

Pressure to be perfect.It's unbearable, but I'm so thankful it just the rest of this year February will be over before I know it then March and April etcetera.

Senior year is almost over, graduation and then off, I am. Every bone in my body can't wait to move away to New York City or Boston, or maybe Southern California. My lungs want to breath new air, and my feet touch new grounds.

The point is I just want to get away from everything,this town, the people,my family.

Nothing is going to stop me from becoming the real me.

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It was during lunch time that my eyes started to feel heavy, they'd flutter trying to stay open.

"Selena are you okay? You look really pale." My best friends Taylor and Demi look at me with concern,seeming to be the only ones at our table to notice.

Everyone else minded their business and continued on with conversation amongst themselves.Talking of the upmost irrelevant things, topic of conversation: today was the new kid.

"Y-Yeah I'm fine maybe it's just a stomach bug.I've been feeling really nauseas lately" I tell them.

They didn't seem to buy that tale anymore, I have been using it for while, and they've just seem to let it pass.

"Give me your car keys" Demi says as the bell rang,while giving Taylor a knowing look.

"I'll take your stuff, come on we're going somewhere" Taylor said in a hushed tone, looking around cautiously making sure administration was lurking.

"Guys,I can't skip school" I said and before I knew it we were in my car.My friends' faces splattered with concern.

"We're not we'll be back in a few."

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"What does it say?" I ask Taylor as she stared at the pregnancy test that I was to scared to look at.

"Positive"

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Okay I admit I'm not good with having an updating schedule,but gimme a chance,well this story a chance.

I'll try to hold back on a/n

Love you guys...

And Happy New Years.
                         
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Some heavy editing going on 🙄 Sorry if you're rereading😁