shawn mendes imagines

Imagine #8 | fragile

This imagine is inspired by Hailee Steinfeld and Prince Fox's song "fragile." I suggest playing it while you read this.☺️

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"Listen Shawn, what if I told you everything that's on my mind. Would you even understand it?" I questioned.

"Y/N, i want you to tell me what's wrong." Shawn answered.

"But you could mistake me." I pointed out.

"Y/N, I'm just as fragile as you."

"I understand that Shawn."

"Then just tell me." Shawn pleaded.

"I'm running out of things to say." He added.

"I took something good and ruined it." I held back tears.

There was silence for a couple of seconds before I broke it.

"And if you still don't hate me, I will let you break me."

"What is that supposed to mean?" Shawn answered.

"That means you'll probably hate me after I tell you this." I said.

"Y/N i could never stop loving you, I could never hate you. I couldn't live with myself hating you." Shawn answered.

I cleared my throat before speaking.

"I was in love with someone else. I was in love with two different people at the same time. And I broke my promises." A tear slipped my eye, these last couple months had been very emotional.

"Y/N, who?"

"I can't say their name." I croaked.

"Why did you do it?" Shawn asked.

"What?" I looked into his eyes for the first time today.

"Why did you shatter what we had by not only loving me but loving someone else?" Shawn asked looking at the floor.

"Shawn I was out of my mind. Do you know how hard it is to choose between two people who are the most important in your life?" I sobbed.

"It was Gilinsky, wasn't it?" Shawn asked, his perfect jawline clenching.

I nodded my head, I couldn't say anything.

"I love you, Shawn. I messed up. Like you said, I'm just as fragile as you." I said.

"I love you too." Shawn whispered.

"But If you love him, than you should be with him, not me. He could treat you better. After all you probably thought I wasn't enough. Look I gotta get to the studio. It was nice knowing you. But I think you should be with him." He spoke seriously as his face was cold as icicles.

"WAIT SHAWN! I messed up. But I love you." I declared.

"It's okay Y/N. This isn't the first time I've had my heart broken, I know how it goes." He came over and planted one last kiss on my lips before running out the door, leaving me there speechless.

I just lost my everything.

I just lost my best friend.

I just lost my boyfriend.

I just lost the love of my life.

I just lost my life.