Should I choose Him?

Chapter 1: I Think I Love Darin

Hi my name is Carol Snickers. I'm in the 7th grade and I have a boyfriend named Jesse Knox. Jesse and I have great chemistry and would do anything for each other. But this is my first year at my new school, RedRidge Middle School. It's great here. But this year the play came and I wanted to be in it with my 3 best friends, Bunny, Molly, and Drake. My best friends carry me through everything since the day I met them, but this play would leave me with less time with Jesse. But Jess didn't matter when I started talking to Darin more than I usually did.

Before I describe Darin let me describe myself I am 5 foot 2 inches, 12 and I have hair up to my shoulders. Nate is 12, I'd say 5 foot 7 inches with dirty blonde hair and a curly cut(That I love!😍) Throughout the weeks together at our practices for the play and trust me Darin looks hotter than he sounds(To me of course). But by week 3 of play practices Darin and I we're texting,hanging out together, and telling secrets that no one else could know. But the last 3 days before the play Jesse started giving me way more attention than he ever did, Did he hear about me and Darin's friendship?

I pray that Jesse didn't know me and Darin were best friends now because I knew he'd dump me because he gets jealous easily. But on the last 3 days before the play (It's Annie sorry didn't say earlier) Darin did some things that make me question who I love him or Jesse? Let me tell you about my beginning at RedRidge Heights Middle school and how Jesse and I started our relationship. I came to the school to enjoy a new experience and because my dad works here. I started at this school in June to be in the marching band. On my first day I met 3 new people that I wanted to be friends with. They were my current bestie Bunny, My fave Drake, and a quiet girl named Cheryl. After the first 3 days I noticed a boy who the trumpets called Jesse Knox. This was my first time actually noticing him so I decided at lunch I'd say hi. 

At Lunch:

"Hi" I said shyly.

"Sup" he said, his warm breath hit my neck, it tingles so good😍.

"Can Bunny and I sit with you?" I asked

"Umm...Sure!" He said this so excitedly (I started blushing).

But then Bunny had to take over because I kept stumbling in my words (How embarrassing...)

But then I saw a real hunk sitting at this table, his name was Axell Treys.

Axell seemed like a nerd but he was really a big hunk. Then I spoke to start a conversation with Axell, this is how it went...

"Hey" I said.

"Oh Hiya" he said like he didn't know my name but I remember we were both in marching band so maybe I'm not a recognizable face.

"I was like you know I'm Carol right?"

He just looked at me and said, "cool, from marching band I remember."

I was so triggered that he just realized who I was but I couldn't be mad at such a hunk.

Then he said "You're sitting with us?"

I said "Yeah is that alright?"

He said "Sure Carol"

OMG HE KNOWS MY NAME... wait I just reminded him.

I can't believe the hunky Axell now knows my name now!!!

This started a whole new kinda relationship in my life!!

A few months later...

After me and Axell hung out during  band camp we came closer and at the third game of the season I decided to tell him about my crush I had on him. Will it ruin us? I didn't know the answer till "I" told him. By "I" I mean I had Drake tell Axell. 

Drake said "Axell I need to tell you something about Carol."

"Tell him!" I squealed while he said "Tell me" at the the same time I said tell him it's was soooooo cute how we said it at the same time!

Drake then shouted "Carol LIKE LIKES YOU!"

After Drake said that Axell just stood there staring at me and said vaguely "Carol I don't like you like that, I like Molly."

I thought, "OMG HE LIKES MY BEST FRIEND?!"

"I RUINED MY ENTIRE LIFE!" I  screamed and fled to the bathroom to cry.

I have no one to comfort me with Bunny and Darin gone but then I thought about Jesse so after I left the bathroom and the game was over and my rejection from Axell didn't matter to anymore I decided to text Jesse which was the start of something new to me, love.