Should I choose Him?

Ch.10: Worst Day Ever?

Nothing has really happened to me for the past few weeks of the play since my recent problems. Jenna and Hazel are now besties but I don't have the heart to tell Hazel the truth or really apologize to Jenna. I at least have Drake, Willow, and Venus to hang out with. They really made forget all about Jenna and Hazel. They loved and cared for me, they knew me the best at this point. Willow forgave me and everything so I guess we were cool and I loved that she brought in Venus for a fun time especially she kinda dropped Jenna for a bit. I haven't talk to Jenna since our fight though. I'm mutual with Hazel still though. She was annoying but she's alright when it's just the two of us. I wonder what Hazel thinks. I went up to her. Hazel stood before me with a questionable look. She told me it's been 2 weeks since I've spoken to Jenna and I couldn't tell her why but she pushed me into talking to Jenna finally after 2 weeks because I couldn't say the truth. We exchanged very shy greetings but I left because I wasn't comfortable trying to talk to my ex-frenemy. Willow and Drake were all up on me about the issue but I couldn't talk about it and Venus didn't want to get involved. I had no one to talk to about this except Jenna and I couldn't do that. I was doing so good as 'Ashli' until Jenna caught my attention because she was in my scene and had to talk to me. It was so awkward. She started talking and I left reality for a moment. I snapped into reality soon after her line and stood there, speechless. Mrs. Sylie called my name four times before I answered. I was so embarrassed. I was red and blushing. Everyone was looking at me. Jenna looked so terrified and upset. She knew I missed her and that I couldn't say anything. Everyone was clueless at our issues. I walked up to Jenna and proceeded to tell everyone the truth about Jenna and finally let all my emotions out. This led Jenna to smacked me! I was frozen with disbelief. I backed away slowly then ran to my secret spot, the basement where Jesse took me on our first "date". Jenna didn't chase after me, nobody did. I was alone. I had finally realized after fifteen minutes what I had done. I was now infuriated with myself. I was am so scared! I was so deep in my thoughts until I heard a voice call my name. I saw a light and it was Venus. She sat down next to me in the corner. She told me that everyone was talking about what happened and that they were worried because they thought I was hurt from the slap and that Jenna has gone missing from rehearsal just like I did. I couldn't go back though but Venus convinced me and I dreaded it so but when I was back up everyone was handing me waters and asking me if I was okay. I was relieved until I saw Jenna again, trying to sneak behind the stage curtains. I stood up to call attention to her but then I then proceeded to faint.