signed | choi seungcheol

➢twenty-three

-Jiyeon-

Waking up at 3 am wasn't pleasant, but I was hungry. I walked out of the room to find the hospital still well lit, but of course, hospitals should be like that. I walked to the counter to ask where I could ask for food. The lady there pulled out a bowl of instant noodles and just passed it to me, "People come by and ask often so I thought it would be easier to just give it to them here."

I nodded and thanked her and walked around to find a vending machine for drinks. I found one in a area where there was nobody and it was silent, the room was surrounded by rooms for patient and most of them were probably sleeping.

Even at the level I was on, I could hear faint noises of cars honking and passing by on the highway. I shook the thought out of my head and pressed the combination for the drink I wanted. I paid for it and out came a can of cold coffee. I picked it up and then suddenly I see something in the shadows where there were no lights. I blinked a few times and the shadow was back to just being darkness.

I shrugged and walked back to my room, it could've just been my imagination so I didn't really bother to think about.

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While trying to eat quietly, Seungcheol woke up to the sound of my knee crashing into the table over my bed. Startled, for a second he looked around panting and then when he saw me eating on my bed he relaxed.

"Why so tense?" I asked him, mouth full. He looked at me in disgust, "Aish, don't talk with your mouth full." I swallowed and then counter attacked with, "You and your members all do that too!"

He just rolled his eyes as I slurped up the last of the noodles and quickly drank my coffee. I stood up to toss them away as Seungcheol watched me.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" I asked, dropping my trash into the dust bin. For a second he doesn't say anything, he contemplates about something and then points at the chair in the corner, "Bring it over and sit next to my bed."

I furrowed my eyebrows as he told me to hurry up and I was too slow, I pulled the chair over and sat down, "What? Did you remember something?"

"I wanted to ask you something," he cross his arms, " Don't say anything okay? Let me finish first." I nodded slowly while raising my eyebrows.

"One of the nights you were drunk and you told me about this guy who killed your father." he said as he looked into my eyes. I gasped and then covered my mouth, "How did- how did you get me to tell you?"

"That's not important right now. I really need to know, I think this might help me with my memory." he said calmly, "I think if you tell me what happened on that day maybe I can remember the feeling."

"What feeling? What does that have to do with me?"

"Could you just please tell me the whole story? It will help, I promise."

"Help? Why does it matter to you?" I scoffed.

"Please?" he pleaded as I shook my head firmly.

"No. Don't barge into my personal life."

"But I'm your boyfriend."

I glared at him and then stood up from my chair and started dragging it back to where it was before.

"Lee Jungsoo." he suddenly whispered[play TRACK 6]. I stopped in my tracks and turned around, with my mouth open. Did I tell him that night? I was pretty sure I didn't though, I knew I wasn't someone to just spill it like that, even if I was drunk.

"That's his name right?" he looked at me, again right into my eyes, "He was the one who killed your father."

And with that my ears started ringing, I groaned as I grabbed my head, pain spread all over, after a second of pain my body became numb and I collapsed, blacking out.

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haven't updated for awhile but I might start updating more starting from next friday since I'm kinda busy right now