signed | choi seungcheol

➢thirty-three

-Jiyeon-

I sighed as I stood up from my bed and jumped around to get myself more pumped up. I couldn't just hang on to this idea of our break up. I had to get over with it. I decided to stay in the house even though it reminded me of him. I was going to be stingy and ditch this house just because we broke up. I had to be grateful.

I changed into a tshirt and tights before going out of the room and walking across the hallway, into the small gym. To get rid of the stress I was feeling, I exercised like crazy and it was working. The fact that I had broken up with me didn't shake me as bad.

It wasn't like we knew each other for very long and I would understand if he wanted to protect his family and friends over helping me. If I were him I would've probably done that too. I do a few more pushups before flopping onto the cold rubber mat. I was already too tired to do more.

It was the first time I used everything in that house. The theater room, swimming pool, gym, game room, massage room, practice room, recording room, study room and karaoke room. They all helped relieve my stress and after venturing all the rooms. I felt bored.

I had nothing else to do so I decided to go out, like a stupid maniac, and walk to Pledis building. I felt like I needed a longer explanation and that I didn't deserve a dead break up call, nothing but a get out of the way.

xxxxxx

I push open the door to the main building after it was unlocked with the pin code but I was stopped by the staff, "I'm sorry, no visitors right now."

"I'm here for Seungcheol. I'm Yoon Jiyeon," I explained to him but he shook his head at me, "We were specified to not let you in here. Please leave before we call the cops on you." My mouth dropped open at his statement.

"Let me in, I'll ask for permission," I told him as I took out my phone and called Joshua, "Hey."

"What do you want?" he asked in a cold tone that surprised me. I pause for a moment before continuing, "I need to get into the building but they won't let me in."

"That's your fault. You won't be able to get in so just leave. Bye." and then he hung up, just like that. Now all the members hated me and going in would be useless but I called DK next, hoping he would pick up but he has my number blocked. I try a few other numbers and all of them have me blocked except for Dino who picked up on the first ring.

"Hey, ma-" I was about to tell him why I called when he stopped me, "I know why you are here and I'll help you out. I'll let you in from the back but you mustn't tell any of the other members that I let you in or else I will be doomed."

"Alright," I smiled, "I understand." I hung up and excused myself, leaving the building. I walked to the back and went through the unlocked door before closing it behind me. I crept through the hallways and hid my face just in case before I reached the practice room and opening the door.

I knew I went in at the wrong time because everyone looked dead. They spun their head towards me and acted like they weren't tired and depressed but mad at me. Seungcheol stood up first before anyone else could do something. He strode quickly over to the recording room and locked himself in it.

Jeonghan stood up and sighed, "Leave. Who let you in?" I groaned as I ignored him and walked towards the recording room, "Seungcheol. Open up that door!"

The other members run over to me and try to pull me away from the door. I kick and thrust as much as I can but no one let's go. Mingyu dragged me away while shouting, "We told you to leave already and we are only doing it for you! So if you get out of here, you will survive."

Everybody stopped struggling and stared at Mingyu. We all knew he had gave something away. Mingyu cover his mouth as Jun walked up to him and gave him a punch in the stomach, "I told you not to say anything!"

"I didn't try to!" Mingyu shouted as he defended himself from Jun who was trying to get him to shut up. A fight breaks out and finally after a minute or so, Seungcheol swung open the door and yelled at them, "Stop fighting."

He motioned to me, "Come in." The others shout some nonsense about why would he even want to discuss this or why wasn't he kicking me out. I just walked over and entered the recording room.

When I walk in, all the computers are off and things are cleared up into one stack. I looked at him as he tried to avoid my gaze. Putting everything that had just happened together, I began to understand but I want a straight forward explanation.

"Why did you break up with me?" I asked simply and he returned a simple answer, "Because you are just being a bitch." I rolled my eyes, "I know it's more than that. Mingyu obviously just said that you guys were trying to protect me."

"I'm using you," he laughed, "I thought I was protecting you but all I feel is satisfaction when I kiss you. I feel nothing else towards you and I wanted to discard you. Plus you were ruining my career and now ruining my family."

"Family wh-" before I can continue, he crashed his lips onto mine. It was a kiss out of greed. The way he kissed me was like he was only trying to receive. I tried to push him away but he was too strong. He pressed me against the wall really hard, making me groan at the pain.

"S-stop i-it," I mumbled between the kiss but he didn't stop. It was like he was making out with a statue. Finally, I bit down on his lip, making him jump back with a moan, "Aw come on. What was that for?"

He was about to kiss me again when the door swung open. Mingyu picked me up and ran out of the room with me before anyone can stop him. He put me down outside and told me, "Stay away. Trust my words, we are protecting you so don't get close."

He turned away and slammed the door closed, leaving me alone. I felt disgusted as I wiped my lips. My stomach churned uncomfortably and I knew that was not a good idea at all. I was mad at Seungcheol and now I finally see what he meant. I feel completely used and I feel hurt.

I storm out to the front of the building to bump into someone. I backed up and apologize, "Oh I'm sor-" A familiar face stopped me as he smiled at me, "Oh hey, what are you doing here?"

[play TRACK 7]

"Minhwan!" I yelped, surprised by the sudden encounter, "What are you doing here?" He pointed at his motorcycle and said, "Delivery to some celebrities."

"Ah I see," I nodded but I suddenly felt my head spin. I knew I must've nodded my head too hard but it wasn't just that, when I spun around to look back at the Pledis building, my legs suddenly gave way.

Minhwan caught me before I fall. I tried to regain my balance but my legs wouldn't move and my stomach is spinning uncomfortably. He picked me up and tried to help me walk, "Hey are you okay?" I don't reply back but instead, I try to walk. Immediately I blacked out before being able to even walk one step.