Happy, But Broken.

Him Again!........Owie! That Hurt!

             I Got Hurt. Really Hurt.

    And Sometimes When That Happens,

       Something inside Me Shuts.

     I couldn't move it seemed as if I were  glued to the car seat. Maybe if I'm quick enough he won't see me and there won't be any problems. but it seems as if the world was against me because apparently he saw me he had a  weird facial expression I thought I saw curiosity and confusion. I got out of the car as fast as I could and began my way towards Tracy.

       " Hey, are you okay? seems as if you saw a ghost...." she pause and I think she had an idea what happened but maybe I'm wrong maybe she just think I tripped or something, but I think she figured out what was wrong with me because her facial expression changed into and angry expression. It sorta scared the pickles out of me. "Did you see her or him?" I didn't answer I was in some sort of shock. "Answer me Diana please!" she was shaking me then it hit me. Why the hell am I thinking of him again no, not no more, well not in front of Tracy.... well that doesn't help either why even waste my time.

         " Hey don't worry I'm okay!" I said playfully I must of sounded convincing because she believed me. Maybe not but she was trying to drop it for now,  but later on she will be asking a whole lot of questions. I know my best friend.

         "Okay so we're heading to the office right?" she asked me with one of her famous smiles. I ca them the famous smiles because they are just to beautiful.

         Took me a while to answer I was still thinking about what happened. " Yeah, I need to pick my schedule up from the office." I felt something in the back of my head, you know like does feeling when you feel like if someone was staring at you, well that is what I feel it felt uncomfortable. I turn slightly turned around just to check and I swear it wasn't my most brilliant idea i have ever had because it was him, James was the one that was staring. 

          He changed so much he looked more different than what I remembered him. He was a little bit taller and he just i don't know looked different. But I bet he is still the same stupid player. Well enough of him. Tracy and me were making our way to the office. It was a quite moment I think she knew I needed time to think everything through. There again I feel like someone is staring it feels like the same stare from 6 minutes ago. Was he following us?

          I was so deep in thought that I didn't notice someone coming the same direction as me and we both ended up bumping into each other. I hit the floor  my bottom was the one that took the impact. I don't know what happened to who ever I bumped into, but from what I felt it felt like a guy because he had a really hard chest. All I could think was how much my bottom hurt.

         All I heard was Tracy gasping, well thank you best friend for helping me, can you see the sarcasm? but I wouldn't be mad at her. "Owie!" I squealed, yeah I squealed. I think whoever I bumped into me heard me, because he immediately help me up. I was right it was a guy, a cute guy. Stop Diana don't think about guy's though I feel like this one has something special.

         " Hey, I'm sorry I wasn't paying attention and next thing you know boom I bumped into you" he sounded nervous and embarrassed I was just staring at him I bet he thought I was such a creep. his smile and his everything, God I need to stop checking him out. " Are you okay? you want me to take you to the nurse's?" he sounded worried how adorable! his blushing! oh my Jesus.

           I finally woke up from my shock, and checking him out.  I bet I was blushing like crazy! " No, no I'm okay. Don't worry I wasn't paying attention either." I need to go! I don't want him to be asking questions and then he'll know that I'm the girl that everyone bullied 2 years ago. "um, I have to go. bye." I pulled Tracy and I made us walk as fast as our feet can take us.