~One Week Later~
~Aren't you somethin' to admire?
Cause your shine is somethin' like a mirror
And I can't help but notice
You reflect in this heart of mine.
Aren't you somethin' to admire?
Cause your shine is somethin' like a mirror
And I can't help but notice
You reflect in this heart of mine.~
My alarm clock kept on going and going, until I got frustrated and decided to wake up. I don't want to wake up though I have to go too hell, oops I mean school. Ugh its been a week already I can't believe it went so fast.
I'm scared of going back, I don't think I mentioned this but I dropped out one year after what had happened with James, and I was home schooled. I got in the shower real quick, after that I got dressed. Over my time home schooled I lost a lot of weight so I had to get rid of a lot of clothes. With Tracy's help I got really cute new clothes. I totally changed my appearance I didn't look like that fat girl everyone knew, but I still felt insecure I didn't know if I wanted to use my new clothes for school. I would love to just wear some sweats and a hoodie, but Tracy doesn't let me no more.
What if people thought I was just trying to get attention which I am not I want to be as invisible as I can.
I put my make-up on, well only mascara, eyeliner, and lip gloss. I loved being natural not like that plastic whore of Jessica and her little sidekicks. She was my best friend at one point can you believe that. She wasn't that pretty all her life, she was just like me though she had a uni brow and her teeth were so ugly. I still have pictures of her, you may think why don't you just post her pictures and expose her to everyone, well my friends I will but not quite yet everything at its moment.
It is all ready 7:40 and Tracy is going to get here in no time. Speaking of the devil... just kidding, I just received a massage from Tracy.
"Hey, Diana you almost ready? i'll be there in 10 minutes"
"Okay i'll be waiting for you in my front door"
"Okay."
Okay now I'm getting nervous I don't want to go to school. I don't want to see him, her, or anyone. What if the bulling starts again? what if he humiliates me again? Do I look good? Am I too fat or am I uglier then before. I need to stop I'm drowning in my own fucking mind. I put my ear buds on and put music that relaxes me from my anxiety attacks. I needed the music to b3 able to be away from my thoughts. They could kill me.
~Beep Beep~ I heared Tracy's car honking I put my ear buds and stuff away in my bag. I ran all the way to Tracy's car I haven't seen her in like 3 weeks because she had to leave to Los Angeles and visit her family.
" Hey, oh my god Diana you look so different since the last time I saw you!." she told me and I that made me think little bit more about my appearance I was even thinking about skipping school to day but then again I can't. Then Tracy said something that made me feel a little better " Diana, i meant a good different you look so beautiful and stunning! I missed you by the way." she came and hugged me a tight hug though.
I honestly felt a bit better but I knew I wasn't beautiful I was just okay. ":Hey, Tracy I missed you too and thank you." I told her while we hugged. We started talking while we drove to school. "Does this outfit look good?"I was curious to know if I looked good.
"Diana you look stunning and beautiful. I would fuck you if I were lesbian." We both started laughing so hard I even had urge to go pee but that would have to wait until we get to school.
"Stop you are going to make me pee!" I little pause came between us. Then I told her a something that I really meant "Dear Tracy, I honestly don't know what I would do without you." We kept laughing but then I remembered I needed to go pee so we stopped well I did.
" I love you too! " There was a small silence between us. It takes 30 minutes to get to school, school starts at 8:45 so we still would have time to hang around and catch up on the things we have done over these few weeks, But first I had to go get my schedule. " Admit it Diana, we aren't the same person we were a year ago."
"What do you mean?" that comment made me confused.
"It means we both have changed a lot, but our friendship will always be strong." She wasn't just my best friend she was my sister. "Never forget that, okay?"
"I never will." I gave her my most honest smile. I wanted to tell her something meaningful so I decided to use my most honest words "Tracy, you are my Best Friend. I couldn't live without your smile, your laugh, your talk, or anything about you. You're just amazing. You're one of the bestest best friends I have ever had, and no one can change that. I Love You Girl." We were in a red light so I gave her a kiss on the cheek and a big hug.
"I love you!" There was a silence for like 10 minutes. With that silence i was lost in my thoughts. I was thinking about what was going to happen when we get to school who is going to be the first person I see, I really hope it is not James nor Jessica.
"We're here!" she basically screamed this and scared the cheese out of me! But there was something in her voice excitement?
While she stopped the car I couldn't stop and help to notice that she was so beautiful she has red dyed hair, greenish eyes and she was just so flawless I am not going to lie I was jealous of her at one point. Who am I kidding I still am, but not jealous enough to hate her. Shes my best friend and I am really glad we met each other.
I was about to get out of the car when I saw something I really didn't want to see.
I saw him.
That Moment When You Actually Feel The Pain In Your Chest From Seeing Something That Breaks Your Heart.
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