Waiting,
Tired of taking,
I am now waking,
From my fantasy.
Searching,
Tired of lurching,
Desperately working,
For happiness that just won't save me.
Crying,
So sick of trying,
Inside I'm dying,
Make up your mind, you silly boy.
Breathing,
You're constantly leaving,
No need in believing,
In a feeling that isn't there.
Ending,
My life's always bending,
I'm done with pretending,
I'm not the girl I seem to be.
Killing,
Myself and my feelings,
They are so unwilling,
Heaven I'm on my way to you.
Dead,
I've been saved from my dread,
I hope the words left unsaid,
Will haunt you 'til the end of time.