I'm everyone's dirty little secret. The kid they won't admit to talking to. I'm the one you hide from all your - you're not trying to protect me no matter how much you say so, you're just excluding me from the rest of the group. Didn't you know that it hurts more to be excluded than in your group? I'm the one you don't want to be seen with. Have you ever thought of the impact it would make on me, that I would never get to hear or see you?
Maybe it was your pride that couldn't take it or how uncool it would look for you. But it's okay, the reason I didn't tell you what you were doing to me was hurting me was because you'd feel bad. And when you feel bad, all you want me to do is drop the subject - I can't bring it up, I just have to pretend everything is perfectly fine no matter how much it hurts. Thank you for teaching me pain through friendship.
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Short Essays And Rants Of A Personal View
AcakShort Essays and rants about various topics from my personal view. You must be open minded to read. Don't like, don't read. I can and will question society. Contains mass amounts of information and mild language. Not suitable for anyone under 14. Do...