Throw me under a bus
Tie a noose around my neck
Push me off a bridge
When I die I will come back
To make you pay for what you did
Because you made sad again
You killed me with your words
When all I've ever known was hate
Fill your ink pen with my soul
Just spill my blood across the pages that you write
The words they cut through me terribly
There's a problem with the way I live so I'll be your sacrifice
I give up on my life today
I just can't speak my mind
To tell you how you cut so deep
You say that I don't think
You say that I have it easy
But with you constantly shoving crap my way there's no time to be free
You say that I don't try and that I'm not on the same page as you when it's you who needs to be on the same page as me
You kill me with your words
Make me want to end it all
To give up my life and let you see what you have dished out to me
You pushed me to my limits
Called me a mistake
But you see when I leave you're gonna miss me
But I am not coming back
Just remember what you said that day
As you watch my back as I walk away
Don't try to be buddy buddy calling me your friend
When you said you wouldn't help me when I move on with my plans
You say that I'm a problem
You say that gods your man
But when you constantly slaughter me like a pig in a pen
What the hell do I do to make amends
Your resentment is so shallow
Ok so you go to work be a parent and pay the bills once a month that's about it right
But you know that it's a part of life and it's not my fault life isn't that great
You opened your legs and had kids it's your fault its the way it is if you didn't want me then let me go
So I no longer ruin the thing that you apparently never got
Which will be nothing because you wouldn't amount to much because if I'm nonexistent then you current life has failed you twice
I got to go to school do homework be a mom to a child that isn't my own and still have to make your house a home
To say that there is a lot on my plate is putting it lightly
You act like I don't stress when you do like I don't know a thing you do for me
What the hell do you want me to do when I am just a child
I am a child one that is yours but you treat me like dirt
You say I don't know you hurt
Well guess what I'm hurting to
You want me to understand you but it's you who doesn't understand me
I'm trying my best with so much on my chest that is literally stuck with me
I can't say the words that I really want because they move so fast through my head
I'm stuck in a never ending loop of torment with you inside me head
They say people have their demons well my demon is you
Your words cut deeper than my blade and leaves everlasting scars on my heart
I can't handle the pressure I'm on my knees I want to give up fly with the breeze
