The Life Of Oliver Mattson

Chapter 3

         April 3rd 2013,

                         It has been 4 years since i saw that man for the first time in my life and i haven't given up...though he has aged so i do not know what he looks like anymore nor do I know if I've seen him around. I mean people change a lot when they age.

        January 19th 2014,

                I have been with so many people some have made me happy but not happy enough, something always goes wrong no matter what, Like for instance here are some issues I have had with relationships.

          1. They age

          2. They find out the bad way about what I am and what i do

          3. They cheat, or become endangered by my presence 

           And 4. I'm not very happy all the time

      I just want to be loved is that to hard to ask for? I thought being alive forever would be good to get relationships but it is so difficult and I mean I have dated other vampires or other creatures but they are very bitchy.

       December 14th 2014,

       Oh my god, I saw him i actually saw him again he works at the Cafe a couple streets away! Maybe I can man up and talk to him, I hope he likes me...I hope he is as perfect as i imagined him..... Maybe I can see him at a club again? Or should I just go get a cup of coffee at the cafe? I am so nervous, Ill act cool, act like i don't know him or haven't seen him before. 

                                                               ~ Oliver