Spencer Reid- Dilaudid

Chapter Ten

I feel like this story suck and I'm sorry for that lol. But can we just take a moment and reflect on the last episode "Spencer". I'M STILL SHOOK!!!!

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Spencer's POV
"Get some sleep" JJ says getting up
I head to the bathroom and pull out the
Dilaudid from my brown bag. Releasing the syringe into my arm letting the drug flow through me, soothing me. I head back out trying not to glance at JJ but my eyes force their way to her.
She's beautiful.
Wait what. No Reid stop.
Focus.

I look away slipping into a seat and letting the darkness take over my body.

"Reid wake up" Hotch calls
I shot up
Oh no what happened, where am I?

"We're home" he says
Oh oops

Getting up I realize we're the only one here again. I head off the plane and start walking home in peace and quiet until a car pulls up beside me,
Oh no. Please don't.
The driver unrolls the window and
"Help" screams from my mouth

The driver gets out and it's Hotch, he walks over puts his hand on my shoulders to stop me from shaking.

Why am I so scared all the time I think
"Reid, Stop. Hey, it's me" Hotch yells

"Don't do that, you scared the crap out of me." I say

"Sorry, I was going to see if you wanted a ride home"

"Ya um sure" I say getting in the vehicle
Hotch gets in the vehicle and we head to my house

"Wait Hotch where are we going?" I confusingly ask when he drives past my apartment

"You'll see. Spencer" He mysteriously says

"Hotch let me out" I yell trying to unlock the doors "Where are you taking me?" I ask with terror.

"You're a smart boy, figure it out" he says smiling. Except Hotch is no longer Hotch, his face is no one other than Tobias.

"No please don't" I cry not wanting to go back there.

"Shut it boy"
I lift my foot up and kick him as hard as I can, only for a scrawny boy like me it wasn't as hard as I thought it was going to be
"Shouldn't have done that boy. You're a sinner." he says pulling out a silver gun. He spins the barrel and points the gun in my direction. I'm going to die He slowly puts his hand on the trigger and
"Please don't" wimps from my mouth but it was to late. The bullet started attracting from the gun and I knew it was over. I closed my eyes preparing for what was about to come.

"REID WAKE UP" I hear someone yelling in my ear 

My eyes shot open and I realize I'm still on the plane. Safe. I look up at my team and look at Hotch releasing my arms. I look at his face and see a red mark across his face. Woah Did I hit him?

"Reid what the heck was that about?" Emily asks with concern

"It was a dream, I'm really sorry " I reply
I look out the window with teary eyes seeing that we have landed, perfect timing.
"Spence" JJ calls but I get up and exit the plane, heading home.

I don't want to answer their questions. What am I even supposed to say to them?I can't say anything so what I do say is nothing, it's just easier. They don't need to know I'm suffering.