You're different.

Messages.

I woke up to the light coming through the thin tent walls.
Ugh...what times is it, I checked my phone and it was 7:34am.
Thank goooood, I was scared that I was gonna be up at 12, my sleeping pattern is a bit weird...sometimes wake up at 1am or sometimes I wake up at 1pm, if anyone's in my bed with me waking up then they hate it because as soon as I wake up I have to do something.
As I checked my phone to see the time I noticed 30 text messages from 'Jishwa'
Ugh I forgot that we said that we'd text each other as soon as he got back to the bus...wait, I paused and thought to myself for several minutes.
JOSH KISSED ME...oh my gosh whatttt.
I'm confused, last night was such a blur because I was so tired and run down for some reason. This is all moving very past, I don't want to mess anything up, I think that kiss was just a one time thing, we both have slight feelings but I think we need time.
I heard Sophie moan in her sleep, I got out of my bed and unzipped my section of the tent, then I unzipped her part.
I slowly glided into her bed with her. "Baby, you need to wake uppp." I said in a slightly deeper voice trying to be Zack.
"Mmmh, but Zack, 5 more minutes, last night was too much." She groaned.
"But babeeee, I need you." I mimicked.
"You said that last night and you got me." She smiled in her sleep.
I paused and my eyes widened, was she implying why I think she was implying.
"Uh, but babe." I stuttered
"Noooo, last night was, ahh, amazing but I need rest you know." She bit her lip.
I gasped. "GIRL YOU HOE." I screamed and laughed.
"Ahhhh, what, Abbie?!" She sat up in seconds.
"Ahaaaa, you so went down on Zack last night!" I said excitedly.
"Ugh...mmmh, who wants to know?" She was still trying to wake up.
"I DO!" I shouted in her ear.
"Dudeeeee, chill your tits, stuff happened, it's not a big deal." She rubbed her eyes.
"Sick, glad you had a good night." I muttered.
"Hm? Why the sass?"
"Nothing, I had an eventful night."
Sophie shuffled, sat on her knees and leaned closer to me, trying to hint to me to tell her the events.
"Fineeee."
"Basically, I have Josh's number and he texted me if I was up, we texted for about and then he said he needed to go, so I waited and then I heard someone outside, eventually o found out that it was Josh and he came in, we spoke for a while and I needed to lie down because I was tired and he lied down with me, I had hair in my dad so he helped me and then accidentally kissed me on the cheek because he used to do stuff like that with his ex so it was just an instinct, and he got really upset because he didn't want to ruin stuff because of his feelings towards me, I told him my feelings, he kissed me and then he left, oh which reminds me, I have loads of texts from him." I explained
Sophie paused for a while before replying.
"Wait, josh kissed you?!" She excitedly realised.
"YES!" I smiled
"Abbie! Oh my god! Nobody saw you two did they?"
"No I don't think so, but I don't think me and josh are really fully ready, so I'm going to wait."
"That's a good idea, I'm so proud and happy for you babe." Soph hugged me.
"Thank you, I'm so glad you're supportive." I admired.
"It's nothing, you're so understanding with me and I'm hella confusing." She shrugged
I smiled and said that I was going to get ready.
I got back into my room and checked my phones
Jishwa: Hey.
(10 minutes later)
Jishwa: I'm sorry about tonight, I hope I didn't ruin anything.
Jishwa: I'm praying that you're asleep right now and not ignoring me aha.
Jishwa: I hope you come to the show tomorrow.
Jishwa: I tripped over a sleeping couple going back to the bus and it was great.
Jishwa: I heard someone shout "is that Josh Joseph!" And I just shouted "WHERE?!"
Jishwa: come one I'm hilarious...they couldn't even get my name right lmao.
Jishwa: Abigail if you're ignoring me then we are no longer friends.
(3 minutes later)
Jishwa: I'm too adorable to ignore.
Jishwa: I'm really not but come on loserrrrrrr.
Jishwa: oh wait it is 5am...oops.
Jishwa: aha sowwy, I'll see you tomorrow at the show or even before, if I see you before I'll let you come backstage for a while, nightttt, sleep well.
I read all of the messages and smiled wildly.
Me: O hai Jish...sorry I fell straight asleep, I would have replied but yeahhh. I can't wait to see the show today, where do you want me to meet you when I'm ready.
I sent the message and then started to get ready. I picked out some black jeans and a Twenty One Pilots crop top I bought on amazon...unofficial merch is lit.
I felt my phone buzz in my back pocket.
New message from Jish✨
Jish: morningggg, I'm ready when you are, me and Tyler need to do a sound check in an hour, you can come backstage from then on. I'll meet you at the tent we were at yesterday. :)
Me: I can't believe I'm coming back stage, thank you so much josh, this means so much to me. I'm ready now so I'll make my way now.
I sent the last text and put my shoes on.
Earphones, earphones...WHERE ARE MY EARPHONES. I was running around my room to find my earphones so I didn't have to look at people and socialise.
I finally found the white wires of heaven and literally ran out of my tent.
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IM GONNA WRITE THE NEXT PART TODAY, I like to give a word limit to my chapters lmao, sorry that these chapters are dragging, they will get shorter and more to the point soon.
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Stay alive frens 🖤 |-/ -Abbie