You're different.

Show time.

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Josh left and I went to Tyler's changing room to meet Jenna. I opened the door and Tyler was right outside of it.
"Oh...hey Tyler." I grinned and did a tiny wave.
"Hello, you here for Jenna?"
"Yep."
"She's in there, I'm gonna go to the sound check, me and Josh will be back in a couple of minutes, byeee." Tyler said chirpily.
I saw Jenna on the sofa on her phone, she had her legs crossed and she looked very comfy.
"Abbiieee." He put her arms straight out in front of her gesturing for an embrace.
"Jennaaa" I hugged her and sat next to her.
"The sound checks are so annoying, I wanna spend time with Tyler and a guy comes in saying '20 minutesssss!' I'm like, I'm just here dude, chill." Jenna speaker fast.
"Ha, I feel you."
"Josh?" She smirked.
"...what? No, uh." I stuttered and blushed. (Damn this girl stutters a lot)
"Don't worry, it's safe with me." She leans back and winks.
"B-but how do you know?"
"It's obvious, oh don't take that as a bad thing haha, it's cute, it's obvious for both of you."
"Both of us?"
"Can't you tell?" Jenna says shocked. "I know josh and the way he acts around you and the way you act around him is perfect." She grinned in excitement.
"You think we go together well?" I say taking the way that she's grinning that she's excited about us.
"Well duh. He hasn't let himself love anyone since...yeah, but now you came into his life and he's different, he's been like this for about 4 months."
I stop Jenna there and immediately hug her.
"Woah, what's wrong, are you ok?" She hugs me back.
"It's so overwhelming, I don't know what to do, I'm not ready for something this big...Josh kissed me last night, it wasn't a long kiss, just a peck."
"Wait he kissed you?" Jenna hold my shoulders and pushes me away still holding my shoulders.
"Well...yeah, but I think it was just the moment and how everything was leading up."
"I get you but he kissed you!"
"Shhhh." I said putting my finger over Jenna's lips, she laughed at this and took her hands off of my shoulders.
"You two will sort things out soon." There was silence for about 30 seconds and then Jenna had an idea.
"COME ON TOUR WITH US!" She kneels up.
"Oh...I couldn't, I've just gotten close to you guys again."
"But you know us, we've all known each other for a while, 6 months is a while, josh wants you to come and so does Tyler, besides, I get bored when Tyler's with Josh, I need a buddy."
The idea sounded amazing, I can't believe this opportunity is here, this could change everything.
"But my job"
"Quit it."
"...but my house."
"Sell it."
"WHAT?"
"...okay don't sell it, but don't worry about your house."
"Hmmm..."
"Please comeeee?"
"What if there's an argument and I have to leave."
"Girl, I'm a married woman, me and Tyler get into arguments all the time."
"True. Coming on tour sounds like an amazing experience." I sighed.
I thought about it for a while, Jenna exaggerated a sigh.
"Fine, you got me!" I moaned and lied on my side, preparing for impact.
Jenna's eyes widened and screamed.
"YESSS, Abbiieee, I love you so much!"
She jumped on my back and began shaking me profusely, I was making a high pitched squeak as she shook me, a second later the door opened with two men standing in the doorway trying to make sense to what was happening.
"Jenna?"
"Abbie?" Said both Tyler and Josh.
Me and Jenna looked up at the same time and composed ourselves.
"Ahem...yes?" I said in a posh voice.
"What's going on?" Tyler laughs going to sit next to Jenna.
"Abbie might be coming on tour with us!" Jenna smiles at Tyler.
"Oh wow, she said yes then?" Tyler grins.
"Wait what?" Josh said shocked.
"I'm apparently coming on tour with you now." I smile wildly.
"Th-that's amazing." I haven't seen josh smile this much ever, even in their interviews I watched.
"I will now have a friend when you and josh are having a bromance." Jenna laughed.

After a while of celebrating and the odd accidental flirtatious look, the final call for twenty one pilots to go on stage was called.
"This show will be so good, I might puke." I say excitedly nervous.
"Just chill, the crowd looks kinda mad so we will stay behind the stage and watch from here, the view is amazing."
I didn't have a problem with being backstage, the view of the crowd was outstanding...and of josh.
An hour into the concert a man of the crew tapped me on the shoulder and gave me Josh's phone, the app 'SnapChat' was open on the camera and I think I knew what he was going to ask me to do.
The man shouted "I usually do this but I think you might want to do it too!"
"Just go around Josh playing drums and if Tyler's close enough to josh, get him in too!"
The task seemed amazing but getting out on stage in front of that many people...wow.
"Don't worry! The crowd might not notice you because of the music playing and the manicness!" Jenna shouted.
HeavyDirtySoul was playing and Tyler was standing in the crowd so hopefully most people are paying attention to him.
I took a few deep breaths and ran out, a sudden hit of hot hair hit me as I ran out, it was all so real, I then remembered what I was originally there to do, I started to record Josh going mad on the drums and he didn't notice at first because I was behind him making my way round, when he noticed he stuck his tongue out and got out of his seat to move closer to the camera, as he got closer he noticed that it was me recording.
"AH ABBIE!" I heard him shout faintly over the crowd, he was so happy to see me and overcome my fear.
I ran back in and my adrenaline was at a high.
"JENNA! THAT WAS AMAZING OH MYYY."
"It looked it! You did it! I'm so proud." And rubbed my arm.
I was breathing heavily for a bit and then pulled myself together, after that moment the show went so fast. Before I knew it, we were walking out of the backstage and going back to the dressing rooms.
I went in Josh's dressing room and got a water bottle off of the table of food.
That was amazing oh my gosh, the shows never cease to amaze me.
I heard the door open and I turned around to see a very sweaty Josh Dun there.
"I'm so proud of you for coming on stage, I know how hard it is." He smiled and rubbed his face with a towel.
"Aw thank you Jishwa, you should shower, looks like live just been in one not gonna lie." I laughed and put the bottle back down.
"Oh really, so you would hate me if I was to hug you right now."
I glared at josh and stood still.
"Don't. You. Even. Think. About. It." I put my hand out in defence.
"Ew why would I want to hug you anyway." He jokes.
"...you're honestly saying 'ew' to me right now." I laughed and picked the bottle up (make up your mind girl, just keep the bottle in your hand...damn.)
He walked past me, chuckled and looked down as he went into the bathroom.

(20 minutes later)
Josh walked out in his new clothes...I don't even know when he picked them up, he had his 'dad' T-Shirt on. (Oh god)
"Hey daddy." I looked up at him.
"Don't even." He rubbed his face.
He sat down next to me. "Who you texting?"
"Kyle." I said
"Ew."
"I know, he wants to sort stuff out and I'm declining him."
"That's my girl." Josh said referring to the time when I said daddy.
Josh stood up to go get some chips and his phone buzzed, I looked over to the side where his phone was.
Text message from Charlotte😋
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START THE MUSIC VID NOW AT THE TOP, it will go hella good with this scene, promise. You'll get the full effect if you doooo! -abbie ❤
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I looked at what the message said underneath the name.
The text read.
"But baby?😩"
My heart sank to the bottom of my stomach, I felt like I had just died and brought back to life but stabbed right back in the heart again.
I felt the Pacific Ocean gathering in my eyes, I began to walk towards the door so Josh didn't see me have a mental breakdown.
"Hey? Where you going?"
"Nowhere" I said fake smiling with tears in my eyes turning around to him.
"...Abbie, what's wrong?" Josh put the bag of chips down and slowly walks towards me.
I swallowed my fear and anger...but the anger didn't want to go.
"Why don't you ask Charlotte." I gave him a destroying look.
"Charlotte?" Josh asks.
"Oh....'But baby?' I thought you knew who Charlotte was?" I mimicked in a disgusted voice.
"...abbie calm down."
"No Josh! I lead myself on so much! And to think that I actually thought you were into me!" The tears flooded the cheeks.
"Abbie you're misleading the situation." Josh said calmly moving closer to me.
"W-what? How!" I cried harder.
"She's my friend, we were having a weird conversation, it's honestly not like how you think."
"How do I know that you're not lying! You could just be covering it up to protect my feelings! It's happened before, everyone's the same! You might not be but I'm so messed up from previous experiences it makes me want to scream!."
"Trust me?" He put his hand out.
I hesitated before taking it, I held his hand and didn't look at him, I was furious at him, I don't know why...he's not even mine. He pulled me towards him unexpectedly and pulled me into an embrace.
I resisted at first but then gave in.
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't be getting protective over you, ha, you're not even mine."
"Time Abbie, we need time." He stroked my head.
"I know, just bare with me."
josh calmed me down by the occasional "shhh, it's ok."
"Thank you Josh."
"Don't worry Ab', I know this is all your anxiety talking and how hurt you've been before."
"You understand me so well."
"I understand you so well because you're just as hurt as me."
"Stay with me?" I say. (Asking him to bare with her for as long as possible until the perfect time)
"For as long as possible, precious."

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That was such a long chapter, and so intenseeeeeeee.
Josh is cute, I feel like josh would be a very good person to calm someone down.
GIVE THIS CHAPTER SOME LURVEEEE.
I appreciate the reads I get...i'm at 30 and I'm buzzing 😂

Stay alive -Abbie❤ |-/