I had longed for her

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Syd

I slowly pulled into my driveway. Allowing a couple off odd seconds to go by before finally shutting the engine off. To be honest I was kind of nervous. It had been a while since I had a girl over my house. And I'm pretty sure it's nothing compared to what she's used to. But I think I was even more nervous about being alone with her. 

I looked over at her and she was still gazing out the window as she had been the entire ride. I wasn't even sure she had realized the car had stopped. "Gabby." I whispered placing my hand on her shoulder. She quickly turned to face me. "This is it." I announced with a grin. She returned the grin before opening the door and hoping out. I did the same. 

Sliding the key into the door and unlocking it I said a silent prayer to myself. I walked in, turned on the lights and stood very still and unsure as she made her way around me. The further she walked in the more anxious I became. She looked around touching a few things before heading over to the far corner of the living room where all my music equipment was. "You play all these?" She asked referring to a couple of instruments which lay on the floor. 

"Yeah." I answered glad the silence had finally been broken. I pulled my hoodie over my head and placed it on the couch. Before quickly straightening my shirt and standing not too far behind her. She noticed some music I had written and placed on top of the keyboard. "Wow." She whispered. "You weren't lying when you said you write music."

"Of course not." I giggled lightly. 

"I assumed you meant you write lyrics and know how to use Logic or Pro Tools." She giggled. "Live instruments never crossed my mind. Impressive." She said with a smirk. 

"Well yeah, I know how to use those too." I admitted. "I do it all baby. I do it all." I boosted. She smiled before taking a step closer. We eyed each other for a moment both unsure of the next thing to say or do. And once again I grew anxious. "Can I get you something to drink?" I asked heading towards the kitchen. 

"Got any vodka?" She called out behind me. I was hoping to sober her up a bit and get her in bed. But clearly she had other plans. 

I returned shortly with a bottle of Henny under my arm as I carried two glasses and a bottle of Coke in my hands. I noticed she had also made herself comfortable. Removing her shoes as well as the hoodie she'd been wearing. My eyes traveled over her lower back noticing a small black butterfly tattoo I had never noticed before. She turned around in that moment. My eyes traveled slowly up her stomach and over her perky breast adorned by a small thin black bra. As my eyes focused in on her face I noticed she had turned a bright crimson red. 

"No vodka. But I have this." I said after placing the glasses of ice and coke on the table tilting the bottle of Henny in her direction. She swiftly took the bottle from my hand before grabbing a glass and pouring a drink. She sat down on my couch Indian style placing the bottle of Henny between her legs and throwing back the glass she had just poured. 

I took a seat next to her. "Take it easy." I whispered pulling the glass from between her legs and pouring myself a small glass. I dug into my pocket pulling in search of the J I had rolled earlier. She small smiled and I placed the bottle of Henny on the coffee table in front of us. I watched as she let out a long sigh before rubbing her hands against her fluffy corn rolls. 

I could tell the stress of everything that was going on was starting to catch up with her. I didn't know exactly how to approach the situation. Seeing how delicate it was. To be honest I wasn't even sure of my own feelings at this moment. The last few days had been a world wind. And I was craving some stability. Some sense of calm. Everything that had seemed to evade me lately.

"I'm sorry." She whispered pulling me away from my thoughts. 

"For what?" My right eyebrow raised in confusion. 

"For getting you all tangled up in my mess. You weren't looking for this." She admitted leaning back into the sofa. She was right. This drama was the last thing I needed. But she was the first.

"But I was looking for you." Turning my body into hers I smiled noticing her cheeks rise as they turned a pale pink color. I loved the way she blushed when I spoke of her.  I slowly rubbed my hand down the side of her face as my thumb trailed the freckles along her button nose. God she was beautiful. Faded and all. 

I cupped her face lightly before placing my forehead against hers. Her breaths became shallow as her chest began to rise and fall a little faster than before. The heat rising between us wasn't measurable by any standards. Her lips parted and the warmth of her breath could be felt dancing across my nose. 

She wanted me to kiss her. Her body was silently begging for my touch. I could hear it crying out for me. But something deep inside of me just couldn't respond. It's not that I didn't want to. Because believe me when I say there was a part of me that wanted to rip this lace bra and jean shorts right off of her soft body. But I couldn't make that move.

Not knowing there were things about me she didn't know. Things that could possibly change the way she was feeling about me had I made them known. Things that now were being held against me in some sort of blackmail attempt.  Things that could make her regret ever taking that ride home from a friendly stranger with a kind smile. And she thought she was drama.

I moved away pulling the sexual tension that had been created from our touch with me. She leaned towards me her eyes still closed. Desperately searching for that feeling. And for a moment guilt rushed over me. She opened her eyes to find me sitting on the edge of the sofa striking a lighter. I took a long drag from the J and prepared myself to give the this-is-who-I-really-am speech. 

I could feel her shift in her seat. I closed my eyes not wanting to see the confusion of the mixed signals I was giving her plastered across her face. I could hear her small bar feet slam against the hardwood floor. I prepared myself for a tongue lashing.  But instead of her blasting off on me. She simply stood in front of me. 

Consumed in my thoughts I hadn't noticed that she had stripped herself of her clothing. I froze as she walked into my lap placing my forehead against her stomach. And her pussy right in front of my face. I gulped suddenly becoming nervous. I hadn't expected such a forward gesture from her. Guess there was a lot about her I had yet to learn as well. 

Neither of us said anything. I placed my hands on her thighs pulling her closer into me. Placing small sweet kiss along her pelvic bone. Her knees nearly gave when I began to suck on the sides of her hips. Being sure to leave my mark. Soft moans escaped her lips. I allowed my hands to wrap around her ass before firmly squeezing it. 

I quickly turned her around catching her off guard. She stumbled a bit as i placed my hand against her back pushing her down. She giggled wrapping her hands around her ankles for some stability. I massaged her cheeks before playfully slapping each one leaving a soft hand print behind. She moaned even more loudly than before. I took a moment to appreciate the sight before me. A moment to pray over this meal and its nourishment of my body. 

I softly pulled her lips apart before blowing my warm breath down it's length. It was soaking wet and glossy in the dim lighting of the room. I smiled to myself knowing I had done this to her without barely even touching her. I took her lips in between my ring and index fingers softly mashing them together as some of her juices trickled down onto my palm. I placed a soft kiss on them and she quivered beneath me. 

She attempted to stand up straight but I quickly pushed her back down. Taking my feet and kicking hers further apart like a cop. I had her just where I wanted her. I licked a trail from her lips down her inner thighs briefly stopping to suck on her thickness whenever I could. She moaned beneath me. I knew the feelings of pleasure combined with the feeling of lightheadedness had her about to cum without me even putting forth much effort. 

I slowly found my way back home. I swiftly dug my tongue into her waters before wrapping it around her pearl. She folded beneath me like a deck of cards. If it wasn't for the way my arms were wrapped under and around her legs she might have fallen to the floor. I pulled her back as I rested my head against the sofa. Her legs swam behind me as she pushed herself up from the floor. 

I lowered myself further into the sofa so I could comfortably enjoy my meal. She rested into my lap attempting to muffle her moans by digging her face into my leg. She sounded winded but little did she know I had no plans on stopping my feast anytime soon. I had longed for her for far too long. 

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