My heart is filling with love and it is draining your's oh God what have I done i miss you but I would miss him please talk to me you're who I turn to about my problems, but my problems are about you and I just want them to go away I want to have it all, both of you by my side, but sadly as you drift away he becomes closer and i love and hate it. The noise of my guilt is so loud it shatters my skull and blurs my vision i want to see the right choice clearly. i look to God for a plan and He leaves me with hints but no answers. Every time i think i feel the sheer pain of your heart and it tears me apart it tears apart my being i'm being torn apart
-why is it so hard
