Picking up the shattered fragments

Can't hold on to myself

real feels in this one 

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Ace was running like his life depended on it. 

he was speeding through several hallways and up the stairs tears blurred his vision resulting in him running into staff members and into carts. ' NO!' Ace's mind went blank as he saw Lillium's room filled with doctors and nurses he couldn't see her but he could hear the high pitch noise of her heart monitor going flat line. Ace barley knew her but he did in several ways knew that they were the same. 

Before Ace got the call he was at her one of her two friends house.

He watches the doctors trying to bring her back... trying to keep her in the world that was so cruel to her. The heart monitor beeped once but went flat again. tears fell from his face as he watched the nurses press on her chest. Ace pulled at his hair in frustration ' Nonononono' Ace couldn't believe it a girl younger than him was going to die right in front of him. Ace growled "Damn it stay alive!" Ace felt hot tears fall down his chin. "stay here" Lillium's monitor started beeping again. Ace let go of a breath that he didn't even know he was holding in.

Ace was soon allowed back into Lillium's room, she was still in that damned coma. Ace leaned closer to her. " I know what this world has left you with and i know how that at times you feel like you have no more will to live anymore, but I will no longer have the will to live if you die. Lillium please don't give up on the world because little do you know I need you. I know the pain you have i want you to live so that you know what its like to never have that type of pain anymore..." Ace's voice cracked as he realized what he felt for her. "I truly love you"

"That was beautiful"