rainy season
with hot chocolate in cups
comfortable beds
never-ending cuddles
abundance of pillows
don't you just wish we could go back to june?
when we had no problems
when we were so in love
when every kiss sent a tingle down our spines
and when we didn't worry about a single thing
i just wish we could go back to june
when we could still exchange i-love-you's
because baby when july came
you kept asking me why
as i kept blocking you
because baby i'm a frickin' catastrophe
and if i stay with you
i'll pull you along with me
and baby
i want nothing but your happiness
but the spark just disappeared
and i tried to find it
i tried so hard to light it up
because what's worse than
seeing you sad
is seeing you hurt
but i knew i couldn't rekindle that
but then i started to adapt
i knew i was going to break your heart
i knew it was bound to happen
so i acted hurt
i acted that you were the one at fault
so you kept asking me what
you did wrong
and i know
you're still traumatized
you don't deserve me
a heartbreaker; you'd say
you deserve the world
you deserve something better than me
so baby
stop
stop
stop
playing all of our songs
staring at my window in remorse
because baby
i don't deserve you
and with that
i wish i can't go back to june
because
i'll only delay
the inevitable
