what is this feeling?
why am i feeling this?
confusion,
pain,
happiness,
sadness,
all at the same time.
they're circling my brain,
whispering,
all their little chants.
soon they form one voice,
a voice that seemed so familiar,
yet one that i could not grasp.
all the feelings,
combine to one as well.
one that i do not know of,
nor am i familiar with.
what is this feeling?
i could feel it tugging at my heart,
tearing to pull it apart,
yet at the same time,
it's gentle,
as if tugging me along,
like a child tugging their mother,
like a lover tugging their significant other,
like a gentle pull of a father on his daughter on a swing.
and then it takes pieces of my heart,
slowly,
one by one.
why am i feeling this?
waves crashed against the shore calmly,
a raging storm destroyed the peaceful atmosphere,
a looming sadness settled over the happy family.
joy was etched on a girl's face as she ate her ice cream.
why am i feeling this?
so many emotions,
each one so different.
and why at my heart?
