"Are you sure he didn't care about you?
- yes. Why would he come all the way here to see his old friends but not me? He didn't care.
- Maybe he didn't know where to find you.
- He had my phone number, he knew my address. He could've asked everyone in the neighborhood too. I am not dead and I never was. I tried to be but you know what happened.
- Yeah, you failed.
- yes, i failed again. I've failed everything in my life. So after Jaebum went back home, i felt really bad, like I said earlier. I had more and more depressing thoughts. People at school looked at me with pity and it was even worse. And then, I graduated."